Chapter 2 Worries

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Michael POV
Calum was looking at his phone and I was worried about him. He ran away from home, I don't know in detail what happened, but I am sure it is no good. He has nowhere to go, and it bothers me. I took a stranger to my house, I am insane, I don't even know him. Michael, calm down, you are just doing the right thing. I always think about the worst before the good. I mean he could be really nice instead of the stereotypical "this stranger may be a serial killer" thing. I hate when people do that, everyone deserves a shot. Suddenly a question pops into my mind.

"Calum? Can I ask you something?" I asked him carefully. He gave me an accepting nod. "What was the fight with you dad about? Don't worry, you do not have to answer." I asked him, he blankly stared at me as if I asked him to shoot someone. "I'll tell you, but please don't judge me. We got in a fight about my mental issues. I bought razors and he got mad again, he gets mad easily because of his drinking issues. He doesn't realize that the razors help me gain control." he tells me in a soft voice. I looked at the boy in disbelief, how could his dad be like that, he only made him feel worse about himself.

He inhaled deeply, holds it for a few second, then slowly he lets it go. "I'm sorry Calum if you ever need someone, I'm here for you okay?" I said to him. He gave me a small nod, you could see it was hurting him talking about it. I was thinking about a way to maybe make him feel better. "Maybe I could introduce you to some friends of mine, I am sure they will like you," I said to him. He nodded once again, he breaks his gaze from the floor and looks up to me. His eyes were still filled with pain. "Sure, I hope they don't think I'm weird," he said with a weak smile. "I bet they don't think that," I told Calum.

Calum POV

"Sure, I hope they don't think I'm weird," I said with my worse fake smile. Why can I not be like him? He is such a nice person, and he also looks good. Look at this boy. His hair, his eyes, the way he talks to me, it is all so perfect. I sound so gay right now, but it is the truth. When I realized that I am going to meet new people I am not so sure if can wear what I am wearing . I looked at my clothes, I am not sure if this is okay. Can I, or do I look like a hobo? I looked at Michael, he looks way better than me. I am wearing track pants and some sloppy shirt. He was wearing a band T-shirt, black skinny jeans and some all over black vans. "Is it okay if I change my clothes?" I asked Michael. He gave a small nod, assuring that I could. When I walked into the room where I previously placed my bag I quickly went through the bag. When I found my band shirt, that I quickly packed without looking, I was kinda happy. I took my skinny jeans and some socks and put those all together. I felt good in this outfit. I quickly shove back into my shoes and walked out the room back. When I walked into the living room, Michael seemed happy. " You listen to My Chemical Romance?" he asked happily. I gave Michael a small laugh and nod. Of course I did, I loved My Chemical Romance. Michael stood up from his seat and said "Shall we?" Again I gave him a small nod. We both walked to the door, me following Michael kinda like a puppy. He lets me go through first and then he closed the door and started walking to the car. Michael unlocked the car and we both hop in. When I put my seat belt on I sort of get nervous. I am getting introduced to people I do not know and they might don't even like me. I was so nervous. "Don't worry it will be fine," Michael said with a small smile painted over his face. I looked at the boy and gave him a small smile back. I was always the depressed guy in the corner of the room. The guy no liked and no one cared about. The flawed one. The useless one. The weirdo. I always was hiding for everyone because I did not wanted to be noticed, because I did not wanted to get hurt. But, whatever this was, it felt good.


Authors Note:

I like this chapter, I edited this and this a/n is in the edited version. So I hope y'all like this chapter, I do. It sorta expands a little more about what is gonna happen with the boys. Y'all see what happens next when I edit it too. Might add some new stuff there (:

Love you guys, stay strong and beautiful


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