The beginning of everything

Epilogue

*2 months later*

Three boxes, Madisons, Calums and Paytons. Three beautiful human being, died because of suicide. Madison did go first, she couldn't take the pain anymore. Payton killed herself, like she said she couldn't live without Madison. Calum killed himself because he missed Madison too much and he wanted to protect Madison and Payton in heaven. Luke, Ashton, Allie and Michael were sitting on their funeral, all in tears. They lost the most important people in their lives, all straight after each other. Madison left a note, Michael read it in front of everyone. "Dear people I left, I am sorry for let you all believe I was happy. I definitely wasn't happy like you see, I am dead. Luke, I am sorry I really loved you. Michael, dear dear best friend I'll watch over you. Allie, please stay strong I know you going through a hard time. Ashton, thanks for being there for me when I felt like shit. It is time for me to leave now, I loved you all. Bye Madison" Michael his tears kept streaming down his face, he really loved that girl. Now it was Ashtons turn, he was going to read the note Payton left. He already started to cry when he folded the note open. "Everyone I am going to leave, don't think I didn't loved you. I really loved you all, I am gone now because I am gonna protect Madison in heaven. I am gonna watch over you all, I am your protector. Ashton, don't cry babe. I love you Ash. Goodbye world" Ashton finished and walked back to his chair. Allies turn, she slowly got up and walked in front of everyone. "Hello, well most of you knew I was depressed. Madison and Allie kept me both up, I needed those two. I promised myself if one of those two would die, I was going to protect them in heaven. So, now is one of them gone and I am gonna make my promise true. Owh, Allie and I had something secretly. I see ya later in heaven. Love Calum" Allie barely couldn't breath. She was scared of death and now the most important person in her life left. Everyone stood up and took the coffins. They carry the coffins outside and place them slowly in their graves. Everybody cried, everyone missed them. The strangest thing on this funeral, Madison her parents didn't showed up. The graves slowly filled with flowers that everyone bring, tears landing on the stones of the ground. Michael hugged Allie and Luke and Ashton hugged each other. Though Ashton and Luke never hugged, they did now. Everyone needed a bit support from each other, on every funeral people needed that. When the funeral was finished Allie, Michael,Luke and Ashton walked to the car. They all came together, the got in the car and cried all. The drive was to the house was silence, the only thing you could hear was sniffing. They arrived at Michael his house and just sat down. We looked at each other and said in choir: "We stay forever friends, no leaving" and we gave a group hug. I was the end of some stories but also the beginning of a new one. For some off us it were their last breaths but also there were new breaths on the world. We needed someone who understands and we needed to feel love. Yes, this was a cruel world but a cruel world where you needed to find the love and ignore the demons. It was hard to ignore the demons but when you had only one person in your live, you could find the love together. Survive this damn hard life was the life goal of life. Survive. Survive all the pain the people gave you. Survive the love people gave you, because also love could be hard. It was alright to cry because tears would remind you off your life. When the demons took over you needed to fight back to get the angel back into you. Yes, it took a long time to heal a broken hard. But when you wanted to take the time you needed, it should go a lot faster. When you lost people they will watch over you and protect you from the demons. We needed to stay strong in our shoes, how hard it would be. Life is still yin yang, and that was the beauty of life. That everything had something good and bad. Nothing was whole bad or whole good. You just needed to find it in everything, life is a labyrinth. You need to find your way through it and you will escape right. Everything ends, but it will be the beginning of something new. The beginning of everything.

Authors note:

Well, this is the end. I hope you liked it all and the picture on the side are the coffins of Madison, Calum and Payton. Sorry it ended sad, but I didn't want a normal end. It is kinda depressing but I still love you guys. The end is a bit motivated I guess. Sorry for the grammar and spelling mistakes. I felt like I was talking like Hazel Grace, ya know? I love you all and thanks for reading my story. Talk to me when you need someone, I will place myself right into your shoes. Please, don't ever try to kill yourself because people would die from the inside because they miss you. I love you. Byee and read my other story : I am the difference. I love you xx