Madison POV
"Uhh yeah" I respond at Ashton his serious tone. I finished my food and looked at Ashton, "I'm done" I smiled weakly. I wasn't prepared for what was coming, he could tell me everything. I could tell me he want to die, that he loved me, that he don't wanted me around.. We walked upstairs to his room and sat down on the bed. "What's wrong?" I asked nervously and let my breath go. "I wanted to talk about some things.. I'm getting depressed again and I need someone who understands me. I know the boys are here for me but I don't think they understand me." Ashton told me. "Yeah, I know what you mean! I need also someone like that but didn't found out yet who is that person" I told him. It seemed to calm down him that I understood him. "Madison, I mean I need you, you're the only one who really understands me. I understand you so I could be that person for you. We could make this together and make everything right" Ashton said what he was really trying to say. I sighed lightly and started crying, "I'm sorry for crying" I apologize .to Ashton. He pulled me in a tight hug and I felt his tears falling on my own shoulder. Sometimes it felt that he and I were made for each other. We've got the same feelings, kind of humor, colour of eyes and the same kind of hair. We were made for each other I could tell but just as friends, I think I never could fall in love with Ashton. He was just a really good friend and we were getting best friends. My tears stopped, so Ashton did. "Thank you Ashton, I love you" I thanked him for everything. "Thank you more" Ashton smiled weakly at me. I stood up and walked down stair, everyone was still sitting on the couch. "Michael?" I said nervously because he was still my favorite. "Yeah" his eyes looked now at me. "Can I sleep with you toning? I wanna try your bed, it looks good" I said wigging my eyebrow. He laughed and nodded at me. "Madison, we've got to tell you something" Luke said. I looked at Calum probably knowing what he was going to say. "We have to head back soon to LA" Luke told me, I pouted my lip for the thought I didn't know that. "But we wanted you to head back with us" Michael ended, the thought made me still super happy. I crashed into Michael his arms and screamed "THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU." Michael laughed and hugged my back, I felt so safe in his arms. I could handle everything that was going on if I was with him or anything else. I pulled back and sat next to him with my head on my shoulder, I sighed deeply. "I've need to pack my stuff at home, Micheal would get back with me?" I asked him looking up from his shoulder. He nodded and stood up, which made me fell on the couch. I followed Michael to the car he rent and stepped into the passenger side. We sat a few hours in the car with a silence, it wans't a awkward silence but a comfortable one. We we're facing my house while I said he could stop here, "Should I wait here?" Michael asked me. "No, I want to let my parents know that I do have friends" I smiled weakly at him. I rang my doorbell and my mom opened the door and smiled at Michael and me. "Who is this?" she asked me and smiled at him, I laughed at my mom. "This is Michael mom, you know that boy from that band?" I laughed at her. "Yeah, she couldn't shut up about you." My mom said making me feel awkward. "You talked about me?" Michael said while looking down at me and laughed. I nodded awkwardly, he laughed so did I. We walked inside and Michael and me walked to my room. "Don't laugh at me, I've got thousand of poster and pictures of you and the band" I said while looking at the floor. "Well, it's okay.. I will try" he said while trying not to laugh already. I walked into my room with Michael following me, he heard a laugh behind me so I turned around. "I'm sorry it is cute that you have more pictures of me then the other boys" Michael laughed. "I said you were my favorite" I said at him.
Michael POV
Her room was filled with thousand of photo's and poster of our band and me. I couldn't laugh it was super cute that such a beautiful girl was telling me I was her favorite. I did let my laugh go and she turned around. "I'm sorry it is cute that you have more pictures of me then the other boys" I said to her while laughing. "I said you were my favorite" she said while looking at the floor. I walked over her and hugged her, I felt safe in her arms. I placed a soft kiss of the top of her head and let her go. She picked her suitcase and packed all her stuff, she had such beautiful clothes. It wasn't super girly but it wasn't puck, it was in between and that was pretty perfect. While she was packing her stuff I saw a small tattoo at her wrist which said 'stay strong'. I took her wrist and traced the words "It is beautiful, but those scars ruin it a bit" I said and kissed every scar she had. There were a lot of scars which made my feel hurt and feel like shit. I looked at her while she was still packing and said nothing about her scars. It probably hurt her really hard, "I'm sorry Madison to start about it" I apologize to her. She shacked her head for that I didn't need to say sorry, her laptop screen light up and she ignored it. "You screen lighted up could I react for you?" I asked her. She nodded and still said nothing. I sat down at her wheel chair that was standing in front of her laptop. It was her Facebook and I read horrible thing about her. Things like 'whore', 'attention whore', 'slut' and 'worthless' I was shocked. "Madison, what is this?" I asked and she walked into my way. "Owh, that are just the standard things people say to me, nothing much" she said and started with packing again. I stood up and walked to her, I looked into her eyes and said "it matters, Madison it really does" I said to her while placing my forehead towards her. She smiled at the floor and looked back at me. "It doens't Michael, I don't care about it" she said. "You do Madison, look at your arms" I said to her still looking into her eyes. She shacked her head and looked into my eyes, our eyes were locked into each others as our faces got closer and closer. Her lips touched mine and they moved in sync, this was the moment I've been waiting for.
Author's note :
Wow that was emotional, I've cried haha. Uhmm also I added the cast member, thank you again for reading this so far and sorry for my grammar and spelling mistakes, in previous chapters too. I love you and stay fab. Bye xx
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Fanfiction'A tear welled up in her eye, and felt of her cheek. More and more tears are coming up, but she wouldn't cry, she did but didn't like it all. "Calum, please let my wrist go" was the only thing she said with her shaky voice. She leaved her...
