The beginning of everything

Chapter 10 an another story

Madison POV

I flickered my with my eyes when I woke up still in Ashton his arms. It made me a bit happy to realize we had stay like this a hole night. We talked seriously last night with made my night past peace full, I loved those nights. I tilt my head up to see if Ashton was still was asleep, he was about to wake up so I left his arms. "Where are you going Madison?' Ashton asked. "No where, you were about to wake up so I left your eyes. Then you could wake up peace full" I laughed at him. "I'm don't wake up peace full if you aren't in my arms" Ashton respond. My cheeks turned a bit red, why he had to say something sweet? "Can I change or will you stay in bed and talk a bit?" I asked Ashton politely. "Let's talk about things" Ashton respond. "Okay, where you wanna talk about?" I asked. "Well, I wanna make some thing clear to you." Ashton said to me. "Go on, Ashton" I respond. "Okay, uhmm first I wanna let you know that I think you're beautiful. Second I will be here always if you need me, if you have those depressed feeling. You probably now what I mean. Third never let bring you down by other people, you're too nice for them. Please remember this wherever you are." Ashton told me. "Ashton.. That's so sweet, I will remember those thing but I can't believe I'm beautiful or nice enough for them. Because if I was those thing never would happened to me. I just don't know which way I will go. I live from day to day and don't look at my future, because I never know what is gonna happen to me. I could kill myself today if I want to, so I have to live this. Thank you Ashton for being here for me even I don't know you really long in person." I explained him. Ashton had a worried thing in his eyes, I didn't know if that was because what I had said to him a few seconds ago. "Just don't worry about me, can you promise me that?" I asked Ashton. "No, I can't because I know you can die every moment you want to and that is scaring me. I don't want you to be dead, I need you Madison you're the first one who understands me." Ashton said with a serious voice. I nodded because I knew this, he was the first one for me to. But I still got the feeling I didn't belong here anyway. There was no way that could fade away, this feeling was here and always will be here. It became a part of me, I couldn't help it it would stay like this way. It was like it was and it couldn't change.

Luke POV

I met yesterday Madison, to be honest I was really impressed. I never thought she was so damn beautiful, I think that the other boys think the same. There was going a voice trough my head that was keep reaping that Michael was her favorite. I really didn't know why it was here anyway, but it was. We saw yesterday her cuts at both of her arms and Calum talked really well. She really using her skin as paper, and I was happy that Calum told her too stop with that. She was a part of us now though we met her yesterday, Maybe she can sing and join the band. "ASHTON STOP" I heard a girl voice scream, of course Madison. "What is wrong?" I heard Michael ask. "Nothing haha he is just tickling me and I can't stand that" Madison said trough her laughs. "Owh well, I think I help Ashton with that" Michael laughed. "MICHAEL NO" Madison screamed to him. But she started already laughing harder, I sat on my bed. I think I was going to watch if she is okay. When I stand in Ashton room she saw me, "Luke help me haha" She asked me hopefully. I laughed weakly "Boys, I think she had enough, she almost not able to breath" I said to them. They both stop and watched at Madison who was trying to catch some fresh air. "Thanks Lukey, you are my hero" she said while running to me for a hug. I hugged her back, she gave warm hugs with full of love. She was so sweet, how could people bring her down at school? I didn't understand how people could be so rude to someone. Nobody would deserve thing like this, but where was Calum? I walked to Calum his room and knocked at the door, I heard someone sniffing. I think Calum was crying, so I just walked in to see if I was right. "Calum mate, what is wrong" I said while locking the door. I saw some blood at his left hand, that was actually scaring me. "Calum did you.. uhmm.. cut?" I asked with harassment. Calum nodded slowly, more tears flowed down at his cheeks. This was actually hurting me, "Calum tell me please" I said more like a question. "Okay, I was hurted by Madison her scars and I thought it was unfair if she was the only one with scars in this house. Before I met you guys I made some cuts to, look here. This was agian some reason to cut, it is just my sweet escape. And I know I told Madison to not cut anymore. But it is just so hard, and I know actually what Madison is going trough. I've got my memories too, and they are still here and I can't handle with those memories and that is why I cut." Calum told me while pointing at some things. "Calum, I think you are the most incredible person I know to tell someone to stop cutting if you are doing the same thing. I think it has to be hard to tell that her. But I think you did a great job and made her feel a bit happier, did you see her eyes light up when you said that? You are helping her to this hard time, that is so sweet because you are also going trough hard time. I love you Calum." I told him and saw a bit his eyes light up. "Thank you mate, I love you too" he said with a little smile. I open my arms to give him a friendly bromance hug. "It will be okay Calum, I promise you"