It's now half past 11 in the evening and I'm so dead tired. I think I might go to sleep before midnight which is quite something for little noctunral me...
Nothing much has happened today. I was meant to have gone to my Judo class (as I do nearly every friday) but I was just to tired. by six in the evening I hadn't slept more than 20 minutes for 24 hours, and so I decided to stay in and sleep. My dad woke me at nine for dinner and then I finished a drawing so yeah, that's all fine. except the drawing (which I've been working on for two days) turned out slightly shitty). Anywhoo, I did as with my last exam and wrote down my experience so here it is!:
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I’m currently sat at my exam. I have to write an essay about this folksong about a dude that wanna get with this bird and a strange lady tells him that he gotta cut off some of his chest to catch the bird, so he does and then the bird becomes a lady when it eats his flesh (#cannibalism) and the dude gets with the bird lady ~ I assume it actually doesn’t really states so, but I mean, he does... So that’s gonna be what I’ll be analysing and interpreting for the next five hours. This’ll be great.
Also I slept almost 20 minutes last night, maybe 30, so my eyes are burning a lot and I can’t move very fast when I type, which I suppose is fine cause I also can’t think very fast… My arm muscles hurt when I type and my back hurts too. I’m also a bit nauseous, I considered not coming this morning cause I thought I was gonna pass out in the bathroom, but then my friend called me to remind me to be on time and well… here I am. I feel like a steaming pile of dog puke. Or shit for the matter. I’m real low on sugar and I’ve already eaten half my lunch only half an hour into the exam. Oh goodness so much complaining! I'll try and get a bloody grip on things!
I’m looking so much forward to taking a nap when I get home though…
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This dude have been waving his water bottle around for like 15 minutes now and the people that are supposed to let him go refill it haven’t looked up once yet –Oh he’s going, how ironic, they must have signalled that he could go whilst I wrote that they were ignore him... Those guards people are such dummies though.
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It has now been an hour and I’ve made a title and chosen a font. Part of the assignment directs what the title should be, but I am non-the-less very proud of my font (times new roman) I think I chose well.
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I don’t think I’ll be having the brains to write the dragon tale today, goddammit. Maybe I’ll try later on… Maybe I should publish it separately? Like all of the thing, not just the next bit. I dun know tho… Probably will sometime, if I continue writing it. I quite enjoy it, it takes about an hour per fragment, or so it has this far.
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I totally forgot that I’m on my period today too. Oh god, five hours.. have I got anything changable for just in case, ‘cause five hours is a while… Oh fuck I haven’t, mother of satan, it’ll be alright! Oh my, oh my, oh my. Ok ok ok. Breathe…! It’ll be fine…! Breathe. Yeah I’ll live. It’ll last me five hours. Can totally last five hours right? Oh my shit I don’t know these things! I usually keep an extra in my bag but NOOOO not today! Why would I do that TODAY!? Breathe breathe breathe. Okay. Everything is fine. The world is beautiful place. Why don’t I know these things?! I’m fucking 18 I have been bleeding out the huha on semi regular basis for some fucking time now. How can I not know if five hours is too long to go without a change?!
ok I’ll just learn it the hard way right? Like I have a bloody choice!
Today has been good to me this far...
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Maybe if I concentrate hard enough I can throw up on command and they’ll send me home
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I just remembered that my phone is not on silent and it’s in my pocket and it could literally play the star wars theme any minute as that’s my ringtone for everything. I would die. Oh god I can’t take it out of my pocket, they’ll think I’m trying to cheat! I can feel the panic rising man! Oh goodness. Breathe, breathe. Someone just cleared their throat behind me and I think I had a stroke. Jesus Christ the star wars theme! It has gone off before during a class and it was not that amusing. To me at least, my best friend nearly pissed herself laughing. Ha ha ha...
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I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad, that the guards told us not to go online with a warning that they’ll be monitoring what the schools internet will be used for. Yet I’ve been on this website “Soundcloud” for the past hour, listening to Vuvuvultures and other stuff.
Lol.
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They are literally on facebook. I just saw one of those gaurds’ screens as I walked back from the loo, and facebook. I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad, but mostly I’ll take advantage of that. *evil laughter playing in the background as I rub my hands together*
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I had just started drawing and was completely lost in the moment with loud not-allowed internet streamed music and shizzle when one of the guards came up to me from behind so I didn’t see him, and he tapped me on the shoulder and I had a stroke, but he only asked if “One of my fellow students could borrow a pencil” as I did have quite the pencil kit out, I gave him one which he handed on to Frederik, who is very nice indeed and incredibly artistic, so that’s cool. I just died for nothing. Whatever, that’s tots cool.
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2 hours left, 237 words written. God damn.
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1 hour and 54 minutes left and 353 word. Wuhu.
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A kid who looked like a fish just walked past my row of tables and stared very intensely at me…
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Every once in a while I get these intense chest pains in my left lower ribcage (dun kno why) and I just had it know, at the exam. I must have looked a bit strange making faces as I clutched my ribs (right below the boob) but then again. Who gives a flying fuck about how you look in front of strangers you'll never see again.
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I ate all my lunch long ago, but now I’m hungry again… My tummy is going to make noises any minute now, and I’m not comfortable with that.
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Okay that was that exam!
I don't know how well it went but until we get our marks for it, I'll just assume everything is freaking wonderful.
As stated early nothing much has happened! and nothing more will. Except I haven't been on tumblr once all day and that will have to change! So that'll be my mission from now on, and as the clock is nearing midnight I'm running out of time to writting. so good evening for now!
(It just occured to me that I promised to continue the dragon thing today... *sigh* I'm gonna start now and it'll be the first thing on tomorrows "log")
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30 Day Challenge
Non-FictionA challenge where I am to write at least 500 words a day to improve my writing and English. Publishing on Wattpad might help me remember to do this.. It will most likely be similar to diary material, but hopefully not exclusively so!
