30 Day Challenge

Day 11: Chemistry sucks and so does my life story have it anyways!

I have litereally done notjing but scroll on tumblr and revise on chemistry today. Though my dad and I often don't see eye to eye on school matters he is incredibly well educated and can help me with all my natural-science subjects so my mate Chris and I employed his help and well, two hours later we'd kinda finished/didn't bother anymore.

So my exam is tomorrow and I started revising two days ago. I'm totally not gonna fail.

It actually depends entirely on which subject I draw during the exam ~what I'll be talking about.

Anyways nobody (or very few people) want to talk about chemistry so I will change the subject.

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A while back I wrote that I'd try to describe myself sometime, and I think that time has come!

So who am I?

Well, that is quite the question, I've never really enjoyed being asked those "describe yourself"-things as #existentialcrisis

buuut let's give it a go.

I am a woman. I am 18 years old (Born 22nd of October 1995). I have a younger brother and two cats (which equals three pets). My parents divorced when I was five I think. I don't remember much about it, but my mum said I cried a lot. It was right as I were to start in school and as I was already fairly introverted (still am) the troubles at home (parents yelling at each other) I didn't make a lot of friends to begin with and quickly became excluded from the other children.

This lasted until Emma was transfered to our class. She could draw very well and was equally introverted and we instantly became friends. She had been bullied at her old school and here in 2nd grade we became best friends. She introduced me to Naruto (the manga) and ever since I have had an interest in manga. However we were both bullied at our school. I never told my parents (that relationship kinda broke during the divorce, as did the one between me and my brother) But one day I came home from school crying and then obviously my folks figured out I had some troubles SO they transfered me away from Emma.

I still miss her even though we only had three years.

I started at the new school. People seemed fairly nice. I made friends with some girls, but got into the stupidest argument ever (over scrabble) and we were both to stubborn to apologise to the other (She insisted "farms" wasn't a word and I insisted it was "farm" in plural" I still think she should have apologised) anywoo. All our friends sided with her and no one spoke to me for about a year, two years maybe.

One day when I was skipping gym (which was every gym lesson) I met another girl who was also skipping gym. Her name is Chris. We were both drawing things at that time. She a horse (I remember thinking she was quite skilled with a pencil and got a bit jealous because that had always been my thing) But we clicked immediately as I've learnt she does with everyone. BUT regardless we instantly became friends and met up for the next gym lesson, also skipping it. (This must have been fifth grade?) but then she got kicked in the face by a horse and broke her nose and all the other kids showered her with a attention and we kinda lost touch for a year until we randomly started chatting again. It was around that time that the scrabble agrument had really taken it's toll on me.

Now however we are best friends and have been for about seven years. And may I add that Chris is the most generous person I know and she inspires me to give more as well.

If it hadn't been for Chris I wouldn't have bought Christmas presents for my 20 classmates last Christmas. SHe is very inspirational.

Anyways that's about my upgrowing!

That is what has made me who I am.

I personally think that I am a good person most of the time. I make a concious effort to not speak poorly of others without knowing them and I am very open-minded in my own opinion. I am just fairly introverted. I don't like other people. I can do just fine sitting in my room 24/7 with my computer only leaving once a week to see a mate for a few hours, but that is apparently frowned upon or some shizzle like that...

I do however not dislike small crowds of people for longer interactions, it's the big crowds I don't like. Parties and stuff. Ew. especially big crowds of strangers. Ew. I don't mind small groups of strangers. I can chat with people no problem, but not if there is pressure on or many people surrounding us. *sigh*

One last thing about me before I end this day :) I never rebelled much against my parents as that was nearly impossibly. My mum always wanted me to go out to parties and make friends and get drunk and have fun (Ew.) and my dad always wanted me to partake in family activities and study. I ended up isolating myself in my room with my computer, but that wasn't really actively rebelling, so now I just don't want to do what I am told to, nor what is expected of me. Therefor reverse psychology would work magnificiently on me. Not even joking, it truly would. It does, I've cought my dad going for it a few times.

So to summerise:

- Introverted

-loving manga

-stubborn

-trying conciously to be nice and open-minded

-rebellious in my own stange ways...

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SO that's it for now!

Have a lovely what ever time of day it is! and sorry about the loooong boooring life story, maybe next time I'll frame some family background more interestingly?? hmm? broken hearts, unrequited love? World War II?? Intersting much? oh yeah and suicide too! *drama!*