30 Day Challenge

Day 18: School sucks but fandoms are awesome

*sigh* this is becoming so diary-shyte. I should really find something else to write about, especially these up and coming days as all I'll be doing is studying for my maths exam. I hate maths. I suppose most people do. I had a maths class today as well. it was alright, except I nearly fell a sleep by the end of it. However my teacher is pretty awesome! And very creatively gifted and generally just a very kind man. My friend Chris and I stayed after class for like 30-40-50 minutes chatting a bit. A while back he mentioned this book to us about infinity and turns out - He made a poem/song about the book inspired by us! isn't that awesome!?

Best teacher ever.

He promised to send it to us and so now we've exchanged emails. He also has a band with his old friends where he plays the harmonica and sings and him and his band (or mostly him I suppose) have made a song about our class. Pretty neat in my opinion! I hate maths but we do have a wonderful teacher.

Anywho! that was school. After school Chris and I attempted to do some homework at mine. We did get some done but not a whole lot... Chris's boyfriends, who was staying over at hers last night had a sort of seizure at 3 in the morning so he had to go to hospital. He's okay now, but she hadn't talked to him properly since 3 in the morning and was understandably concerned for him. She thinks (and I agree) that it's probably the exam pressure that is getting to him. I mean last year in the middle of his danish exam his lung literally imploded so obviously he doesn't handle the pressure to well!

It just goes to show how dangerous all this pressure on us young folk really is! Goodness I hate it!

Another one of my friends whom I've just had a little chat with on facebook has found out that she has failed her maths exam. She's scared to tell her parents as they have told her that they expect her to at the very least get the second best mark on her exams and they were so disappointed when she got the third best (which is pretty much average). I feel so sorry for especially since I know my parents would be equally disappointed if I didn't pass, or even passing with a low mark.

I don't understand why we even have exams. What's the point? Can't our teacher's just give us a mark based on our performance during the whole of the year and then maybe add in some extra *smaller* tests during that year to make sure we are actually learning something, instead of cramming everything into the last month of school and having a stranger decide our mark? I am so unhappy with the school system. I wish I lived in Sweden or Norway I hear they are more liberate and open to experimentation. Of course they have other issues... Does anybody still remember the uppsala shooting? That wasn't so good...

Maybe I should just learn to be content with what I've got?

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Do you ever have those days where you are convinced that you're gonna be homeless when you grow up so there really is no point in trying. You might as well just pick up a few books on surviving on the streets and get cracking cause you know your future is in the gutter anyways. You'll never in a million years be able to live up to all the expectations. All the bloody pressure. *sigh*

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But it's not all glum and depression! I wanted to cheer myself up a bit and so I thought I'd read some fan fiction about one of my absolute favourite pairings! Lol. I don't know if they are particularly "big" in the world of shipping and such but I'd assume not, despite there actually being some adorably cute fluff! The pairing is from Ouran High School Host Club (If you don't know the series I highly recommend either reading or watching it as it is simply the cutest and best thing ever!) Uh and the pairing is Haninozuka and Mori. They are so cute!

There really is some wonderful fluff out there with them! :) 

Just also some fairly distubing smut... Like wow, that was quite something. Something strange. I didn't finish the whole thing as it was quite weird, not very well written and just turning a bit disturbing and rapey... Like Hani was being really crude and dominating which is so not Hani. He is the happiest cutest little boy (despite being the oldest member of the Host Club) So weird.

Anyways I was just also reminded that they are cousins, which I had so happily forgotten. That kinda ruined the cuteness of the fluff a bit... just a bit... like every two seconds "Such strange loving feelings he was devolping for his cousin." Yeah let me stop you right there. Ew. Don't. I feel wrong for shipping it... But then again I also ship Sebaciel which is a thousand year old demon and a thirteen year old boy, so hey, maybe we should just all accept that our ships don't define us as people and I'm not a pedo neither are any other sebaciel shippers. Lol, this sounds so defensive... And horrible... 

Ah well, maybe I should look up some Narusasu (Naruto and Sasuke from Naruto) and Kyoya and Tamaki (from Ouran, I wonder if they have a ship name? Kyoki? Tamya? lol)

I love fluff, it's so fluffy. I am not a big fan of smut though. I can deal, but I come for the ship, stay for the fluff and get uncomfertable (but curious) about the smut. It's just usually unnecessary.

(I'm like 100 000% sure that I'll get comfertable with it one day and attempt writing something smutty about like, I don't know, Sebaciel or something. One day. One day..)

But for now, I think I've discussed enough fan fiction and shipping. I'll turn in for the night and wish ya'll a wonderfull week, or month. Heck a have a nice year! (who knows when I'll remember to write again...) 

Bye for now lovelies! <3