It turns out that Violet is the best cook,because her lasagna is the best one I've ever had.Ethan loved it too and she was so happy to spend time with us.But we couldn't stay at her place forever and we decided to leave Violet's place.'You will come back tomorrow right?'She reassuringly asked when we were leaving.
'Of course we will,I don't think I'll ever eat anything made by others,I only will eat your dishes.'I say and hug her before leaving.
Ethan and I sit in his car and he starts the car,for some reason I don't like his facial expression at all.He seems kind of distracted,he also didn't talk much today,but I thought that was because maybe he got a little shy around Violet.
Now we left her place and we're in his car and he still has that thoughtful and worried look on his face.I wonder what's it about.
For a moment I decide to let him be,but finally I can't shut my mouth and finally speak.
'Ethan?'
'Mhmm.'He replies without taking his eyes off of the road.
'I'm pretty sure something is bothering you and I tried my best to shut up,but I can't just shut up because it's obvious you're not in a mood today.'I speak and wait for his response.
He lets out a light chuckle,which I believe is a fake one.
'Ethan?'I repeat his name.
'Avery I'm just fine,it's nothing to worry about.'He assures me.
'But you don't look fine.'
'Then stop looking.'He hisses.
'What's it to you?'I raise my voice.
'Nothing,you're just worrying about nothing..'He says shaking his head.
'It's not nothing Ethan,I've grown to learn your facial expressions and mood and I can tell when you're in a mood or not and I can also tell that right now you're really worried about something and it irks me.'I snap at him.
He remains silent,which annoys me even more.I don't know what's up with him or even me to be this worried,but him being difficult is definitely not helping.
'Ethan are you on drugs?'I ask and suddenly he stops the car.
'What the fuck?!'I yell at him.
'I should be the one asking that!Really Avery?What the fuck?'He seems angry,no I think he is beyond angry right now.
'It was just a question..'I mumble,knowing I've gone a little bit further than I thought.
'Oh you damn well know that it wasn't just a question.'He snaps and this time I remain silent.
'Avery are you stupid?'He asks with a sarcastic grin.
'Excuse me?!'I furrow my brows.
'I said are you..'
'I fucking heard that Ethan,I just hoped I misunderstood.'I yell at him.
'Well let me tell you,you didn't.After everything I've been through,after every fucked up shit we've been through for those god damned drugs,do you still have the nerve to think that I might be on drugs?!'He asks me and I dare to look at his eyes.
His eyes hold pain and anger,he isn't happy because of my question,I didn't realize I was going to go this far when I was asking that question.'It just..flipped out..'I mutter.
'You should be careful Avery when it comes to drugs.Especially knowing my past.'He simply replies without any emotion and it takes everything from me not to cry right now.

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BREATHE. || [sequel to Behind The Shadows.]
FanfictionThis is a sequel to 'Behind the Shadows',I hope you enjoy this as much as you did the first book❤ the cover i used for this book is an edit by @onlygrayson