Listen, its about to get better. Things will get better. Ill change. It'll be worth the fight. You can do it. I can do this for you. I miss you. No i didn't do that. Its just a rumor. I believe you. My heart lays with you. You are the light of my world. You make me happy. I cant go on without you. I love you...
Lie after lie again. And not only from you, i'm at guilt too..
You see.. as I've come to comprehend life and the beauty of it.. I've come to realize the girl i truly am.. the girl that lives for others. The girl that strives to be better. You've been holding me back from doing that..
Not intentionally. Mostly just me having to much focus on you.
And i don't know.. your lies are obvious, they really are.. I've just become blind to them, and i think because of that i haven't been the same girl i was back then. Too caught up in trying to fix my situation with you, when all it does is cycle over and over again, and i cant live like that... I'm not gonna live for that.
I'm going to live for the people who actually care for me in return.
Live to be the "cheerful" girl everyone sees. Live to be the daughter i should be. Live to be the woman God wants me to be. I don't live to be the girl you fell in love with. The girl that shattered you, when you were at fault. The girl that tries for you. I don't live for you. I live for everyone around me. The people that care for me and love me. I've steered away from them for you.
You that isn't loyal to me, you that breaks promises, you that cheats, and you that lies.
Guess its my fault for holding on too long, holding on to the lies that disappoint me time after time again.
