Its done.
The truth has come out, and its time to move forward.
Id say forget.. forget everything and just pretend me and you were nothing but acquaintances, but that's not right. Its not right to lie to yourself just to move forward, because in the end.. the lies always seem to come back. So i ask, I ASK... Don't forget, don't forget all of the good and bad that came from the both of us.
Don't forget.
Just stop remembering. Don't remember things, just let it go, and realize that this is for the best.
Its for the best... I mean, neither of us can take it anymore. Ending, will make things easier, this cycle that only venom's our inner selves will finally end. You'll have one less thing to worry about.. and as I've said before, Its truly numbing. Saying goodbye to you has become only but a routine. The hurting was a necessity needed to keep everything sane. It has become insensible to feel hurt now, and that's no good thing. It's not healthy.. its not healthy to be used to the hurting..
It feels like just yesterday you asked me to become your girlfriend after that away game, as if just yesterday you told me you were joining band, it feels as if just yesterday you came to me asking for a pencil. That's how we began our journey together, so full of purity and innocence. It went by fast, but It all comes and goes. The come has been, now the go will be. I wish you a better life, one without me of course. At this point both of us have to realize that some people will stay in our heart, but not in our life. We expected too much from each other and it didn't help either of us. Don't worry though, i wont fool myself into thinking that it helped in any way.
After all, this is our chance to start over. I'm sorry for choosing to walk away. Its for the best though... Who knows? The future is what we should all look at, and maybe we will talk again.. Just maybe.. But for now, me and you.. US. Is over with.
And although i'm not one for goodbyes, thank you for everything...
But its time.
Farewell, Josaiah.
