Broken?
Nah, im fine.
Im numb to be honest.
Numb to the lies.
Numb to the jealousy.
Numb to the fakeness.
Numb to the drama.
Hate me?
Ha, see no reason why you would.
I did nothing, other than ask for your loyalty, honesty, and strength.
I never cheated on you.
I never lied to you.
I never complicated things for you.
I always tried to be the best for you.
I always tried to be the ray of light in your life.
I always tried for you.
But for some reason..
I just dont care anymore.
I dont feel anything.
I just feel..
I feel lost, i guess.
My mother is at risk of death.
My father is at risk of deportation.
My little brother is at risk of being taken away from us.
Im at risk of living on my own.
Living on my own at the age of 17.
I wouldnt mind it.
Just dont know how id do it alone.
However, thats a different topic..
Everything is so clouded up, all of the times you've hurt me is only multiplying.
You have no sense of loyalty.
You tell me you choose me, for everything i give you. Everything i am for you, but what do you give me?
You give me lies.
You gave me lost hope.
You gave me a stabbed back.
And yet i'm the one to blame..and i just don't care anymore..
