Falling for my brothers bestfriend •BW

Chapter 14

"How about the cinema ?" Rye asks  as me and Brooklyn look at each other then agree "yeah why not eh?" I say shrugging my shoulders as everyone begins to get hyped up. "Well ima go get some money and stuff with harv while yous all get sorted , I'll see if ellie wants to come too then we will meet yous back here At 1 " I say as me and harvey walk out the door

"What film are we gonna watch?" The boys ask?
"Idk the greatest showman? I'm not really Into musicals but apparently it's good "
"Okay why not " the boys shrug as me and ellie go and get popcorn

The seating arrangement was
Brooklyn , me , ellie , rye, Harvey, jack, Andy and mikey.

"She's fit" says Brooklyn as zendaya comes on the screen as I hit him on the chest and he chokes abit on his popcorn as me , ellie and the boys laugh a little .
"Zach effron is so sexy tho like have you seen him , he would be good in bed " Me and ellie whisper just loud enough for Brooklyn to hear , he turns to me and gives me a dirty look as I laugh lightly

Once we finish the movie, I decide I don't want to leave brook yet so we all agree to go to the studio with them for abit while they record some vocals for their new Ep

"Damn they've got pretty good voices ain't they" ellie says sarcastically while she smirks to me as we both laugh

"Aww brook look at this" I smile as I get tagged in a video ship edit of 'bromelia'

"Aww that's so cute , i didn't realise we were that cute tbh but by that video we are aren't we " he laughs as I do too
"I guess so" I smile as he leans down and kisses me before going back into the recording booth to record some more .

"Cringe "
"OMG stop"
"Get a room"
"Goals "
Each of the boys joke on as me and brook roll our eyes .

I begin scrolling down and reading some comments which I wish I never read .
'Eww do you acctually ship them?😒🙄🤦‍♀️🤢'
'She's ugly🤢'
'Stupid slut😒'
'Brooklyn deserves better😴'
'He should be with me💁‍♀️'
'She should actually just go and die🤦‍♀️ '
'I wish she would kill herself already ugh🙄'
'She loves herself so much how sad🤦‍♀️🙄'
'She's so fat😳'
'Omg what's wrong with her face 😂🤢'
'Wait are they dating ?😂'
'They can't be dating it can't happen😴'

Just as I read them , tears slip from my eyes , I try to hold them in but I can't , I walk out of the room and to the passage, I slide down the wall , tear stains all over my face, I put my knees up to my face and cover it with my hands sobbing , people don't understand what it's like , being a young girl with bad anxiety and getting hated on constantly for nothing at all , the heartache that comes with it all because you feel like you can't be with the person who means the most to you , because you feel like the whole world is against you . No one understands what it's actually like and a life with anxiety makes it a whole lot worse. It's a lot to handle , it feels like more than I can take but I just put a smile on, suck it up and act okay because that's all I need to do to make people believe that I'm okay. Of course Brooklyn , he's always been a gem to me and he's always known there's not always something right . Of course my family understand about my anxiety but there's always been something about him .

Brooklyn's p.o.v
"Where is Amelia?" I ask Ellie
"She went out there , she seemed upset but she wanted to be alone"
I rush out the room nervously , I hope she's okay, I see her sitting with her knees up to her chest and her head in her hands , I hear her sobs and it honestly breaks my heart to see her like this , she doesn't deserve this and she Doesn't deserve to live a life with anxiety , she's not the only one but I hate thinking about her this way , I hate seeing her like this , it hurts my heart , I would honestly prefer for it to be me to go through this rather than her because she means the absolute world to me and I think people underestimate just how much.

I move close to her and sit down with my back against the wall as she lifts her head up , I put my arm around her and hug her tight as she hugs back . "What's wrong beautiful "
I ask as she gives me her phone and I read through the comments from the edit before .
"None of that is true and you know it , we all do , their just jealous babe" I try to comfort her

"I know but when your a young girl with anxiety , you constantly get hate all the time for nothing even know your already self conscious enough , feeling like the whole world is against you and you feel like you can't be with the one who means the most to you because of all this , it just feels too much sometimes Yano"
She softly replies .

I stand up , grab her hands and help her up and wipe her eyes with my thumbs gently , I then lean in slowly as she follows as our lips touch , those sparks that I first felt , tingled through my whole body , it was such a beautiful kiss with so much , passion and emotion , this kiss showed us how much we both really mean to each other , my feelings are progressing fast . 
We stand there hugging tight while her arms wrap around my waist and I pull her closer to me

Sorry I haven't updated in ages , I was stuck on ideas , please give me some so I can produce something that you would enjoy reading , I would love to know your opinions on my story too as I would like to get better and use your advice to do so, here's a long chapter ❤️