Falling for my brothers bestfriend •BW

Chapter 31

Brooks p.o.v
I wake up , by Amelia's side , admiring her , I'm so lucky , she means the world to me and she's carrying our precious baby , my world right there , I adore them , my love is unconditional
I've honestly never felt this way before , ever , it's something I can't explain .

I lay playing with her hair gently as she stirs.

Then Her sleeve rolls up

Tears form in my eyes

Something I never dreamed of seeing , on her especially

Knowing she's been in so much pain and I wasn't there and she's been doing this to herself

She's been cutting

Knowing she is going through something , hating herself , cutting herself , when she just deserves nothing but happiness ,I don't want to imagine this , her,  she Dosent deserve to feel like this.

My gorgeous girl , she means everything to me and seeing her like this breaks me .

Tears fall from my eyes as I quickly wipe them away and get myself together , this hurts but she's the strong one , and I need to be there for her .

Amelia's p.o.v
"Hey baby " Brooklyn says so calm and lovingly as I wake up
"Hey" I Reply as I snuggle into Him
"What time is it ?" I ask confused
"It's 5pm we went to sleep at about 2 and I got back at like 1"
"Oh okay " I reply as I give him a kiss and jump in the shower
"Mel?" He asks in a question toned voice
"Yeah babe ?" I Reply confused
"Iloveyou"
"Iloveyou too " I smile
"Forever and always we both say in sync , smiling as I shut my ensuit bathroom door.

Brooks p.o.v
I can't stop thinking about how precious she is, how precious they both are , I can't get it in my head , she's doing this to herself , this is killing me .

Amelia's p.o.v
"Brook ?" I say confused as I get out the shower , finally dressed
"Mhm" He Hums
"What's wrong you don't seem yourself " I say , staring at him , as he's staring into space , day dreaming , he looks hurt , what, why ?

"Why ?" He trails off looking at me as a tear slips down his face slowly but he quickly rubs it away .
"What?" I ask confused as I go over to sit on my bed with him, comforting him
"Why did you do it ?" He stares into my eyes which makes me let out a tear.
"Amelia speak to me , what's happened , why?"
He asks as he slowly and gently pulls up my sleeve .
Now more tears begin to fall down both of our faces
"I'm sorry " I sob "I'm so sorry " "your gonna hate me " I sob uncontrollably
"Calm down babe , calm down it's okay I'm here , please just take your time , I could never hate you , whatever it is we will get through it together " he says soothingly as he rubs my back .
"I-I - l-lost o-u-r b-baby " I let out breath , sobbing .
"You - l-lost our b-baby ?" Brook asks stuttering as I nod

We cuddle each other in tight , comforting each other until I calm down enough to speak .

He was broken , but he tried to keep it together for me . I could see it .
we were the plasters holding each other's broken wounds together .

I talk him through the full process , how I was getting pains , I bled , then how I went with Charlie to the hospital , and the day I found out , how I felt about myself ; how I thought us would brake , me cutting , every single thing .
And he listened
, and comforted me ,
and continued
to love me .