Falling for my brothers bestfriend •BW

Chapter 28

Thankyou so much for 5k I love you all so much ! I'm genuinely so happy , Thankyou I'm so greatful. ❤️

Roadtriptv- Kids are so cute , can't wait to have one of my own someday , I'll be a good dad I promise 🙈❤️-Brooklyn

Me- my heart , what are you trying to do to me? That new tweet is the cutest thing, omg, I can't wait now, you've made me realise everything's Gonna be okay and your gonna be such a good parent 😍🤩😩❤️

MyBaby💓- ilove you sm beautiful you know that right? Soon that will be me and our little prince or princess and I'll be by your side no matter what , I'm sorry I'm on tour atm but I promise you ima be there ❤️❤️

I turn my phone off and get comfortable " goodnight ilove you" I whisper rubbing my stomach looking down before letting tiredness take over me and Im embraced in a deep sleep

Everything's gonna be okay.

Few days later
I cry as I double over in pain , rubbing my stomach , what the fuck is wrong with these pains , these surely can't be normal. Things have gotten worse .

I go to the toilet and I notice I'm bleeding . What the fuck is going on with my body I'm pregnant I can't bleed .
It finally sinks in , this isn't normal , something bad is going on and I'm terrified .

What if everything isn't gonna be okay

"You okay Hun ? You don't look very good?" My mum says sympathetically
"Uhh yeah , just came on ain't I , got cramps too , I hate being a girl" I fake a smile

Me- Come to the hospital with me please , I need to check on the baby . My body's been weird and I don't really know what to expect in my first time pregnancy. 😘

Char😘- On my way! Don't worry , I
won't be long 😘

"I'm going out with Charlie mum , I'll text u later love you "
"Okay love you darling " she shouts back through the house

Few hours later
Im now in my own private hospital room , laying on the bed with Charlie by my side. Tears keep escaping my eyes and I can't contain my hands from shaking as I play with them anxiously , I know what Brooklyn would say right now "Your anxious , your playing with your fingers, stay calm , I'm here "
I smile at the thought of him .

After plenty of tears , confusion , almost a few anxiety attacks , a few blood tests, I'm now waiting for my ultimate scan , this is the part I'm most terrified for .

I lie on the bed, roll my top up , the nurse puts the cold gel on the lower part of my stomach as I take a deep breath.

She trails the scanner around my lower stomach and my womb appears on the screen . I trembling, I take a breath and give an anxious look to Charlie .

After a few moments of 'searching' for the baby, you can still see nothing . "W-why is it taking so long to find my baby? " I shakily ask
as the nurses swap unsure looks and trade a few words in each others ears which makes me grow more nervous "can someone just tell me already and put me out my misery" I begin to grow angry as tears gently fall from my eyes "I've lost our baby haven't I "
"We're so sorry " she finally lets out as she gives me a sympathetic look .
"No,no,no " I sob uncontrollably
Charlie comes over from her chair opposite me and embraces me in a huge hug as I carry on sobbing , unable to breathe , she try's calming me down as I sob uncontrollably and gasp for air at the same time "Amelia , howay , calm down , your going to have an anxiety attack, just breathe" she drags out the breathe as she try's calming me down .

I can't do this

I know I was sad at first , but I generally loved that baby with all of me , I was happy , I was excited , everything's just been took away from me, there's nothing to look forward to or to be happy about , apart from Brooklyn , but I've just crushed his whole world too

"I think we need the Oxygen mask " I hear one nurse say to the other as my hearing becomes muffled and everything goes in slow motion around me as I'm still gasping for air and sobbing uncontrollably in Charlie's arms . This is by far my worst anxiety attack yet ,

I've just lost our baby
, it was all my fault ,
what about our baby ,
what about Brooklyn ?