Falling for my brothers bestfriend •BW

Chapter 33

Us as a big family have decided we are gonna go out for a meal together , all the boys and me and Erin : me and Erin get ready together at my house as does Harvey and the boys at theirs until we meet up and go to some fancy new restaurant
"Damn girl mikey is a lucky man , ez you lookin fineee" I exaggerate as we laugh and she twirls around " and you Mrs wyatt look smokinnn" she reply's exaggerating just as I did .

Me and Erin are really close and I'm glad , it's been a few weeks and we've been getting to know each other better each and every day , we're literally bestfriends or more or less family now really . I'm glad , she's exactly what I need.

"Now this looks like a place WE don't go " rye exaggerates the 'we' as he points around at all of us .
"Behave " I point more or less at the boys as we enter as we all laugh .
We all sit down, it goes mikey, Erin, me, brook, rye, Andy , jack and Harvey facing me opposite .

After a while of messing and having a laugh with my favourite people , enjoying myself for once , I realise Brooklyn has been ages at the toilet . Maybe he's went on a wonder or known him , got lost .

I find a long passage thing which I'm assuming is near the toilets .

I walk through and see something I wished I never ever saw , something I always dreaded , something that's tearing me apart as I stand there watching ,
And he dosent even notice I'm there

Brooklyn , kissing a girl that isn't me .

I clear my throat and hold my head high "if you would excuse me I need to go to the toilet so would you mind moving out the way , please and thanks " I say , being independent and strong , not showing that I care as I walk past Brooklyn and whatever slut he's with .
" sorry Hun " the girl says as she moves out the way
"Oh shit " Brooklyn turns his head and puts his hands on his head .
"Sorry to interrupt , you better get back to eating his face now , Taste nice does he HUN? Poor you having sloppy seconds " I say in a bitchy tone .
"Sloppy seconds ?" She asks confused
"Yeah , did he not say , I'm his girlfriend, or should I say WAS his girlfriend " I say before walking straight into the bathroom .

He did that ,
I thought he loved me
After everything
I can't believe it
I honestly don't know how to feel no more
What's wrong with me
What is she that I'm not
I already hate myself enough
Is it that she can carry a baby and not loose it straight away
He did this
To me
He said he loved me
And he obviously lied

I act like I don't care. I act like he didn't hurt me , but it's not that simple , I'm dying inside .

I look into the mirror and tears roll down my face , I begin to slide down the wall and sit on the floor with my head in my hands sobbing .

I finally collect myself together and fix my makeup before going back out to the table where brook already returned to .
I turn my back and begin talking to Erin while Harvey gets my attention "you okay , are yous ok? " Harvey asks concerned "not really " I I roll my eyes and sigh in reply "loveyou " he grabs my hand and gives it a squeeze from accross the table as he gives me a slight smile because he notices me feeling down "love you too bro" I smile weakly .

"Amelia " brook tries getting my attention as he places his hand on my thigh
"What " I ask emotionless
"You seem so unfazed about what's just happened , you don't seem like you care , is this your way of saying you don't love me ?"
"Your unbelievable you know that , I do care Brooklyn ! Why do u think I was trying so hard for me to look like I didn't I did that to go hurt you the way I'm hurt , I'm broken inside , I was standing there so strong and tall infront of you and that slut when I'm dying inside , why do u think I wanted you to think I'm not bothered ? Because I love you and I want to get a reaction and hurt you the way you hurt me , if I didn't care I wouldn't be here now , you don't understand Brooklyn ! But then you have the cheek to talk to me about love ? Do you even know what love is yourself ? After every single thing , the baby , EVERYTHING , but that's all I mean to u , unbelievable, do u know the pain I'm feeling right now ? No I thought not" I begin to shout slightly  but not causing too much of a scene , causing all the boys to turn our way from their conversations as a tear slips my eye but I quickly wipe it away .
"Baby ? What baby " rye and Harvey question along with  all the boys confused faces
" i , I was pregnant , I lost it 3 weeks ago " I say before walking out with Harvey following behind me as he takes me home for a movie night together.