Falling for my brothers bestfriend •BW

Chapter 48

I can get that to sink into me , he actually just said that , no I can't , i love her .
He's making me choose , this is one of the worst feelings . What the fuck , wow
No
This isn't happening
It can't
It's too much to take in .
I can't leave her , I'm in love with every part of her .
But he's making me choose ,
against my 4 best friends, my brothers , the ones I've spent half my life with , who I've lived with all this time , not only that but my band mates and the fans , our roadies . This will ruin everything , and it's over one girl , my girl .
I can't do this , I can't even think straight , my heads a mess and I can't think , im a confused mess ,
numb , I thought he loved me, us, yet hes putting me through having to make that decision. Why?

Amelia's p.o.v
"I need to see you "
Panic floods my body as I hear pain in Brooklyn's voice
"Babe, Where are you ?" I ask worried
"Meet me at yours , since your parents aren't in, iloveyou " he says through the phone before we hang up and anxiously, I leave the boys house, quickly rushing to mine .

"What's wrong ?" I hug him tightly , taking him in my embracement .
"I- I " he breathes in and out slowly , trembling , looking down , numb, his facial expression making my heart break.
"I can't see you anymore " he quickly gets out, looking up to meet my eyes before looking back down to the floor.  
" well I can , but Blair told me he dosent want me to anymore so , he's making me choose between you & the boys, the band , and the fans  "  he explains with tears rolling down his cheek .
"That's not an option " I quickly say in response
"What?" He looks at me with pain in his face , but in a confused tone his words come out .
"You can't choose me " I say looking down as tears begin to roll down my cheeks slowly . This is heartbreaking, why this , why us , why now, just why Blair , just why?

"You can't " I say after pausing for a while , this is breaking me bit by bit but I can't be the one he chooses .
"Amelia" he grabs my hands as I play with them . gently , he pulls me closer , as if I'm a precious little angel .
His hands cup my cheeks , his thumbs brushing my tears away , leaning his head against mine , looking into my eyes before our lips connect , sending sparks through my whole body yet my heart felt like it was aching with pain , I've said this so many times but I genuinely could feel so much pain and emotion in this and I never knew I could feel this much love .
It's crazy how your mood can drop so quick , this morning we were so happy , now look at us .

"I love you and I always have and always will " I pause
"But you can't loose everything just over one girl, just over me ." I say looking down , this is painful but I have to be honest .
"You don't understand " he says rubbing his hands over his blotchy face, stressed .
"No Brook , I do , I feel the same crazy way about you as you feel about me " I pause again , taking a deep breath trying to control my emotions . " your not just 'one girl '" he says quoting my words .
"And your not just one boy " I say looking into his eyes .
"But you've been living with those boys for half your life , yous have created a bond , something so special , and it's not even just that, your career , you've come so far , you don't even know how proud of you we are ."
I say smiling slightly as I grab his hand , connecting eyes yet again .
"But think of the ones who mean the most, the roadies , the millions fans around the whole world , you would brake all that , just for me?" I say sincerely
"Honestly , yeah , yeah I would " he says as he looks down , wiping the tears from his face .
"Or you could carry on having your normal life , enjoying it while it lasts , making the fans happy also "
"How can I have a normal , happy life without you ?"
"Because your Brooklyn , you can do anything "
I say forcing a small laugh out , sadly looking down while still holding on to his hands

"I will never stop loving you " i whisper against his lips , before sharing a emotion filled love kiss , the most amazing kiss we've ever shared , and the last.

"Never will and never have " he replies smiling slightly , whispering as our faces are inches apart .
"Hundreds and thousands , tons and tons , stacks and stacks , forever & always " we say in sync.
"I'm sorry but I'm doing this for you, I have to make it at lest half Easy , you don't need to choose , you'll understand in the future ." I say , feeling my heart physically break as those words come from my mouth z
"B-but" I say tears rolling , breathing steadily to try calm myself .
"But we're over "
I finally let out , tears slowly coming from Brooklyn's numb face .

"Maybe one day you'll back in my life; maybe one day I'll end up being your wife , maybe one day even have your children, maybe one day my hopes , dreams , prayers , will come true , but until that day , I will never stop loving you , true love has a habit of coming back , and if it is mean to be , we will find a way back ."

The end

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