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I was Normal , I was happy , so happy , now everything has changed so much and I don't know who I am or what's going on , I don't know what to do no more ,
I loved that baby so much before I even got to hold him/her , my gorgeous creation , OUR baby, my little angel . Having someone being taken away from you just like that , I was finally accepting it all , it was going to be perfect , now my life is just a mess . Me and Brooklyn were gonna be a perfect little family ,
I've just ruined everything for him , he probably hates me now . I'm so pathetic, it's all my fault , I hate myself , I've just ruined everything, I'm a absolute freak, how can't I not carry my own baby without loosing it ? It's all my fault , I deserve to feel like this .
I have nothing to live for no more , I despise myself , I'm a failure in many ways , I've lost my little gorgeous baby and I've just ruined everything for my one true love , Brooklyn , he will feel like this , because of me and I couldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy .
My worlds shattering bit by bit and I hate myself for everything, I feel like I need to be punished but then this feels like a punishment already , I feel like is my fault , and the only way to release this is by hurting myself .
All these voices and thoughts twirling round in my head as I stand there looking down to my stomach and back to the mirror as tears fall from my eyes slowly, I pull out the blade and slowly drag it over my arm , feeling numb, I leave another scar on my skin .
Thankyou sm for 6k! Sorry for how deep it is atm but it won't be like this forever 😉
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Falling for my brothers bestfriend •BW
FanfictionAmelia Cantwell, the sister of the famous singer , Harvey cantwell (hrvy) falls for her brothers best friend, Brooklyn wyatt from roadtrip . She can't help how she feels but will he feel the same ? How will harvey take this ? Read to find out more?
