Chapter 30

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Anyone else watch the videos I put in, realated to the book like when I watch them (only the ones I put In these chapters) I imagine their life and think when I see brook or Harvey 'oh they know Amelia she's at home or whatever ' is that weird ? 😂



It's been a long , rough 2 weeks since I found out I lost our baby , since I started cutting ,  me and Brooklyn have been FaceTimeing every day but he's noticed somethings been abit 'off' with me

I love seeing his gorgeous face and hearing his amazing accent , through the phone and soon it will be face to face . I just can't wait till he comes home and I can lay in his arms and forget about all my problems

except I haven't told him yet , I'm not strong enough and I'm not ready , not yet ,
Not now . I can't break his heart like that . Except I have to sometime soon , I can't put it off for much longer , he's home in 2 days .

2 days later

"Hey gorgeous " Brooklyn says in his unreal Essex accent as he walks through the door .
"Iloveyou so much " I jump in his arms as I hug him tight , sobbing into his neck , as soon as I see him , hear him , my tears all fall out.
"Hey hey hey , what's wrong baby " he says as he puts down his bags and hugs me back even tighter .
I need him now , after everything , he's finally here to tell me things will be okay , I wish time could just stop when I'm in his arms , it's like every worry in the world doesn't matter when I have him , I'm lucky enough to call him mine .
"Im sorry I've just missed you so much " I say lying , collecting myself together as he puts me down eventually
"Well Im here now beautiful " he says as he grabs my waist close to him and kisses me so gently yet so passionate, so loving .

Brook comes into the sitting room and sits down on the sofa as I sit on his knee and he wraps his arms around my stomach as my parents and Harvey start having a full on catch up conversation with Brooklyn as if their best friends , I love their bond .

Harvey goes round to the flat to 'reunite' with his boyfriends and me and Brooklyn get settled in my room , hugging him tight , not wanting to let go , we fall asleep  , me on his chest while he gently leans his arms on me , " I love you so much gorgeous " brook says as we nod off to sleep , embraced by one another , in my favourite place , his arms .

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