Falling for my brothers bestfriend •BW

Chapter45

I sorta imagine Amelia to be played by Sofia Birlem so that's abit what she will look like but more of a matured figure and face (no hate to Sofia just as in this book she's 17)
But you can imagine Amelia to look however you like ❤️
Also I really wanna say A huge Thankyou to you all , thankyou for 15k reads ! When I began this book I never imagined it would get this far , I love you all and thankyou for reading and for your votes , I love all your comments ❤️

I walk back through the door after an hour of thinking , not that I need to think but I needed time and space to sort everything that's went on , in my head if that makes any sense .

"Where's Brooklyn ?" I rush into the house my face slightly blotchy
Everyone turns to look at me while they sit around and talk while also cleaning rye up.
Erin takes my hand and I follow her into another room.
She embraces  me into a huge hug , a bestfriend bond is stronger than u could put into words .
"You've been crying" she says sympathetically
"I know , only a little bit tho " I re assure her
"Where's Brooklyn ?" I ask anxiously
"He stormed out , I don't know where , but wow he can fight"  in return I let out a small laugh at the last bit before speaking up again ,
"Did He say Anything before he left ?"
"No , when u left things were continued and we finally managed to pull brook off the top of rye , he then just walked out, I'm guessing to sort his head out , he seemed pretty pissed and sad tbh"
"I need to go find him , did he take his phone?" I ask nervously
"I don't know I think "
"Okay Thankyou " I rush out the house

Me-I'm sorry 😌❤️
MyBaby💓- I need to sort my head out 😌❤️
Me- I know your not okay but are you hurt from the fight ? 😶❤️
MyBaby💓- no don't worry 😶❤️
Me- okay good😕❤️
MyBaby💓- 😌❤️
Me- where are u 😕❤️
MyBaby💓- guess 😌❤️
Me- our place?😌❤️
MyBaby💓- yeah😌❤️
Me-i love you ❤️😕
MyBaby💓-iloveyou too but I need answers 😕❤️
This is really weird , like this conversation is so cut off from normal and I just hate it being like this with us ,
'Our place' that's where we first ever hung out , Yano that hill top when he did that big thing and asked me to be his officially, he's there, right now .

"Hey" I Say as I see Brooklyn sitting there with his hands rubbing his face and looking out to the distance , sadness laced in my voice and his .
"Hey " he replies back as I sit down On the hillside with him , watching the sun set .
"I'll explain it all " I say with a sigh as I begin to play with my fingers
Brooklyn notices this and grabs my hand quickly , knowing my anxiety is getting the best of me and my heart begins racing .
"I'll tell you from the start" I say nervously
"The start , what do you mean?" He asks frustrated
"Just listen , please " a tear slips from my eye as I automatically wipe it away quickly .
"When we fallen out and he was dancing with me in that sorta sensual way , I know it was just friends but now this has happened it made me realise maybe , just maybe it was a little hint , then when we got home from our break away together , he hugged me tight , he hadn't hugged me like that before and he whispered 'missed you' in my ear , I don't know just something about it was a hit I don't know it just didn't feel normal , then when we went to get your food at the hospital " I pause , taking a deep breath.

"Me and rye were arguing because he said he was gonna pay for the oasis and I said no because it was cheeky , that continued and he payed for it but as he was paying I went to take it off the counter , but instead he held my hand , he then looked up at me and winked " a tear slips out of my eye at the fact I know this is hurting him hearing  this about the way his bestfriend has been with his girlfriend

"I brushed it off and didn't think of it because I though maybe he was being friendly or just to stop me from grabbing it back or to wind me up I don't know , but when we were walking to subway , he started annoying me and I told him to go away , so he walked the opposite way and I thought he was gonna leave me so I pulled his arm and told him to not leave me here on my own because I would get lost , he took that opportunity when I grabbed him back by his arm to spin me around and place me against the wall " I pause and tears begin flowing again as I make eye contact with Brooklyn who's already looking at me "and that's when he kissed you" he asks , looking and sounding distraught as I nod my head in response 

"Then the other day " I begin
"There's more ?" He asks with his head in his hands
"The other day I finally confronted him because he left my head messed up when he kissed me because even though I'm in love with you , I told him it still messed my head up because it had me thinking and I was confused , I asked him why he's turning into a fuck boy and he told me it's because he likes me but he knows he can't have me and he needs to forget about me "  I say as I look up from my hands and back to Brooklyn , he looks numb , I hate seeing him like this .

I see tears roll gently from his eyes , placing my hands gently on  his face , I turn his head to look at me and wipe away the tears slowly
"One question" his eyes look right into mine
"What's that ?" I ask looking through his gorgeous green eyes
"Did u kiss back ?"
"I pulled away" I say truthfully
"And I love you , and only you , forever and always , words can't describe for much I adore you , we've been through a lot but no one is closer Than I am to you , it actually frustrates me that I can't explain it or exaggerate enough ,  the feeling is Un- explainable I'm in love with you .

With that , he places his hands  on my hips and pulls me forward as he licks his lips , I place my hand gently on his face and we lean in , our plump lips touching , causing a swarm of butterflies to run my body like the first time , so much love and emotion in this one passionate kiss .
"you don't need to explain the feeling to me because I feel the same , I can't explain it either , because I'm in love with you too "