5 Scars

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I headed to my new room, and quickly changed my clothes and took my make up off. As I was taking my make up off I couldn't help but stare at my scars on my wrist. Scars from the past. I took it really hard being so far away from friends and family. I never had anyone to rely on here but myself and sometimes it breaks me into pieces emotionally and I don't know how to handle these things at a young age.

The night became my best friend at that point in my life because the day took over every last bit of my energy, and there the night was waiting for me to come home. At night was where I could reflect on things and slowly I would cry myself to sleep in hopes that one day I'll be back in Thailand with my family even if it was just a day or two. I guess that's how I became a night owl. I usually take naps to make up for all the sleepless nights.

Being a trainee was one of the obstacle in my life that almost broke the Lisa in me. The happy Lisa that enjoyed performing was gone because she got exhausted and she no longer had faith in herself. I once tried to take my life away because I felt that I lost myself and I was emotionally drained. I was ready to give up.

And that was when I met HIM. He saved me. He really did. He never told me his name and I didn't tell him mine. I guess we were too caught up that day that getting to know each others name was the least of our interest.

It was quite a story, looking back I wish that day lasted longer because for once during my stay here in Korea that was the happiest I've been.

End of chapter 5

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