Strangers and Everything After|liskook

59 Chaos III

Jennie POV
I came back to Seoul with nothing else in mind but Lisa and the storm that surrounds us right now. This is all planned to happen and they sure know how to play but I've got tricks up my sleeves that I'd like to put to use.

"Where's Lisa?" I asked as soon as I entered our dorm, "is she alright?"

"She's not doing so well--she's locked herself in her room for hours now" Jisoo frowned her eyebrows, "I tried to get her to eat--but she hasn't found any strength to do so"

"She also said that she didn't wanna see jungkook" Rosè added, "I think her decision was right but it's not helping her feel any better--I assume she's still worried about more pictures of them getting leaked"

"I'll go talk to her you guys should get some rest" I turned off the lights and headed towards Lisa's room, "Lisa? It's Jennie are you alright? Do you wanna talk?"

I knocked a couple more times hoping she'd answer, "Lisa? I know you're listening please open the door and talk to me, stop carrying everything on your own-"

She suddenly opened the door hiding behind it, "Unnie--I cant feel anything"

"I'm tired but I can't fall asleep cause there's so much running through my head" she cried

I went to get her to hug me but as soon as my skin touched hers it was pure ice cold, "Lisa why are you so cold? Your body temperature is not normal--we should go see a doctor-come on"

"No--I can't have anyone see me--I'm afraid of what people will say" she cried some more on my shoulders as I patted her back, "all day today--all I heard was you're just a rookie how could you, you don't belong here go back to Thailand, and the most hurtful of them all...you don't deserve to be in blackpink"

"Lisa stop crying! They're just trolls--they're not our Blinks okay? They'll do everything they can to break you because that's their job but you can't let them see you broken apart you hear me?" I grabbed her hand and wiped her tears away, "--Don't you ever give them the satisfaction that they've won against you, because you know yourself more than anyone. All they can do is judge you and if you let that manipulate you then that means they've won you over and that's not the Lisa I know. The Lisa I know will take more than a couple of trolls to break her walls down"

"I'm sorry for disappointing you guys and for bringing shame into blackpink's reputation" her tears kept flowing out of her tired eyes, "I-I don't even remember drinking with a guy in Jeju--from what I remember I was with Eunha but when I woke up I was already at home"

"See she never had good intentions, she left you there alone with a guy" I gritted my teeth out of anger, "That little bitch! I knew it! She had something to do with this"

"Yeah--but-I don't understand how I got home? I don't remember drinking with a guy" she closed her eyes trying to recall things

"You were already drunk when we found you, Actually when jimin and Rosè found you. Everyone was looking for you but Eunha couldn't care any less despite the fact that you were together in the first place" I explained, "she never admitted into leaving you there alone"

"In that case I must talk to her, I need answers unnie--"she cried heavily into her pillow as I stood up

"Lisa what you need right now is rest, I'll go talk to her for you" I turned around and headed towards the door, "you don't look well I'm gonna call a doctor to check up on you later today"