*This is the part two of the flashback, please just hang on guys I'm trying to build a timeline of what happened as well as speeding it up :) thank you for reading I love you all.* also JK is introduced here so yeah💕
My eyes were filled with tears after hearing their part. My heart felt so heavy, just thinking about what happened that resulted to this...I hated myself even more. My depression is something I've been trying to fight while I'm here and it's gotten worse.
Jennie opened the door and walked in...hello? Lisa~ya are you awake? It's me Jennie unnie...hey I'm sorry if I wasn't persistent enough on making sure you were okay...you should've listened to me. Health is first before anything else...please learn from this mistake...get well, she whispers as she covers me with blankets.
After she closed the door, I started crying even more for I was guilty, unnie didn't deserve to get the evaluation taken away from her...this is all my fault, I wish I was stronger mentally and physically. I cried for hours...I looked at the clock and it was 2:45 AM.
I wiped my tears away and thought, Everyone probably went home already...Should I go? It took a lot of strength but I finally got up...I still felt drowsy after the medications but I managed to walk. I kept walking like a thin paper on air...wherever my feet takes me is where I go.
After hours of walking I found myself in Han River...I kept walking. At 3 AM Han river was filled with college students eating ramen and drinking soju...maybe this was dangerous after all...but I kept walking and there I saw a family eating in a restaurant. I wished it was my family and I was the girl in there. I missed my mother so much! I longed for her hugs and kisses and I wish I could tell her that I wanted to gave up so many times but she kept me going. My eyes started to water again I kept wiping it away but it doesn't seem to be stopping. I sat down for a minute trying to sink in everything that happened today. I'm for sure gonna get kicked out of YG after all that mess. I never had the strength to tell them that I've been working on a part time job to pay for my extra expenses and that includes my medical pills. You see my allowance from being a trainee goes towards my savings, I wanted to save all the money I could, so I can finally get my mom her treatment. Medical pills? You may ask? Well...I have cardiovascular (heart) disease...it was inherited from my moms side of the family. I usually gets symptoms of dizziness even chest discomfort...with the use of my pills it helps relieves it. My moms treatment is for her backpains...it's quite expensive to get it done in Thailand so I try my best to help pay for it.
I held my chest as I my emotions became heavier...if I wasn't here would all these things happen, I thought to myself. My mom wouldn't have suffered, all these things would've never happened if I wasn't here. I stood up, and walked towards the edge of the bridge...and I screamed, AHHHH!!! WHY ME? WHY OF ALL PEOPLE ME? WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER LIKE THIS? TELL ME? Next I held on tightly on the bar and slowly reached my arms towards the front, took a step on the edge and...
Someone came running in and held me back...my heart started pounding because I thought I was getting kidnaped.
Lisa: LET GO OF MEE!!!
Jk: ARE U HIGH? STOP MOVING OR ELSE..
Lisa: WHAT DO YOU MEAN? LET GOO!!!
Jk: i said stop moving god I'm trying to help you
Lisa: Help me from what exactly? Oh my god! Let me go! Your hands are on the wrong places, this is just...ahhhhh fuck let go of me!!!!!
Jk: okay you tell me...where am I supposed to hold you when your dumbass is literally at the edge...any wrong move and you'll fall over.
Lisa: why do you care if I fall? and how am I supposed to trust a stranger? For all I know you're taking advantage of the fact that I'm here. Would you let go please!
Jk: just hang on tight and stop moving please, whatever your problem was don't resolve it like this...why would you end it like this...come on I'll help you up.
Lisa: OH MY GOSH! ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I started laughing out of disbelief. YAH! DID YOU REALLY THINK IM HERE TO TAKE MY LIFE? Well maybe a part of me wanted to but seriously?
Jk: what were you doing then? Breathing in fresh air on the edge of a bridge? Who the fuck does that? I chuckled.
Lisa: I saw his smirk like this was some type of joke. ILL HAVE YOU KNOW THAT IM HERE FOR SOMETHING ELSE! But of course you wouldn't understand that because you think I came here for fresh air, I rolled my eyes.
Jk: Okay enough of this. Just please listen to me...grab my hand and I'll pull you back up okay? I'm starting to get cold and I'm sure you've been here for long cause look at your knees 😂 they're starting to get dry.
Lisa: wow okay...I see how it is...what if I told you I'd rather jump in than get help from you.
Jk: Suit yourself...
Lisa: ahhhh! Okay don't...hold me please!
Jk:that's what I thoughtu
Lisa: Okay I'm gonna trust you this one time and this better be the last time you'll hold
my hand.
Jk: don't act like I'm taking so much advantage of you...don't worry I'm sure your boyfriend has done the same thing.
Lisa: okay hold on before you help me...hold on to one of my arm...you got it? Don't let go Okay? I'm about to grab something.
Jk: what in the world is she doing? This is not funny.
Lisa: just hold on, don't let go. Promise?
Jk: promise.
Lisa: Okay, Let me just reach it closer
Jk: hurry up! Your arms aren't that long you know.
Lisa: AH! GOT IT!
Jk: what did you get?
Lisa: This thing (shows something)
End of chapter 7
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Strangers and Everything After|liskook
FanfictionStarted as strangers that met a few years back and created memories that only lasted a day, will they be able to find their way back to each other? Will time bring them closer? Or would it make it hard for both of them to live the present knowing th...
