67 FLASHBACK II

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It's been hours since I regained my consciousness and since then I've sat alone in this room with thoughts of jungkook and only him. I've tried to ask about him whenever I get a chance to but everyone's been avoiding my question.

"Lisa~yah good morning!" Jisoo Unnie came in my room and sat next to me as chaeyoung was preparing the food

"How are you feeling?" Chaeng asked

"Better..." I replied with such emptiness, "so are you guys gonna tell me where he is?"

Jisoo and chaeyoung looked at each other nervously and suddenly Jennie came in and cleared her throat, "Hey-I've got good news for you wanna hear it?"

"Didn't you hear me?" I looked at them with my puffy eyes from crying, "Where is he?"

"Lisa~yah you're getting discharged tomorrow isn't that such a great news? Aren't you excited to go home? And then after you can fly back with your mom to get everything settled in Thailand" Jennie tried to keep an upbeat tone

"I'm begging you..." my voice cracked as I looked down, "please just tell me where he is"

"Look...Lisa I'm sorry but it's best if you look after yourself first" chaeyoung walked towards me and fixed my hair, "we're just worried about you-sure you've recovered but I'm afraid that you'll go back to how you were"

"You haven't been eating well and you're not gonna get any better" Jisoo caressed my hand as she stared into me, "I understand you're worried about him but we'll get there...we need to take it one step at a time"

"You guys don't understand--I just wanna see him, if I hadn't done what I did that night this wouldn't have happened" I heavily cried

"Lisa It wasn't your fault okay? I'm sure you wish for it to end differently but we can't go back in time" Jennie yelled at me loudly

"It's not your fault nor his that you both loved at the wrong time, everything happens for a reason maybe one day you'll both realize that" she added as she wiped my tears away and chaeng tightly hugged me

Yoongi and the rest of the members entered my room and asked how I was doing. My heart sank seeing them enter but without him. I subconsciously moved my head towards the door hoping he'd come but no one was there.

"How are you lisa?" Tae asked as he stepped in closer but he saw me looking at the door so he stepped back

I looked at him with the blankest stare, my head was filled with thoughts of jungkook and I couldn't help but notice that I haven't said anything since they got there

"...oh I'm sorry" I shook my head and faked a smile, "I'm doing better than expected"

"So...how is he?" I asked as my voice shakes

"Jungkook?...well ummm" namjoon started rubbing his neck and cleared his throat,
"He's recovering-but we don't know when he's fully recovered"

"W-what do you mean?" I looked around and saw everyone making eye contacts with each other, "Please...tell me"

"He's in the intensive care unit right now--we don't know for how long" Jimin broke the silence, "he broke a couple bones but he's jungkook he'll be back to normal in no time"

My eyes started to water and every time they just kept falling across my cheeks. I tried to hold them back but I couldn't.

"Can I see him?...before I go?" I chocked up in tears as I tried to get up, "please take me to him"

"Lisa! Lisa stop!" Jisoo came to block me as I tried walking across the room

"Please...let me go see him" I kept repeating those exact same word as I struggled to leave

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