the thing about being trans and bi or pan is ur like 'oh I like you !!' and a guys like "ew no .. you identify as male" but when you're like 'oh i like You !!' a girl's like "ew no you have a female body .." and you kinda get stuck in a depressed trance of wondering why you can't be good enough for the person you like and you wonder if you should try to push the trans feelings away but you know the dysphoria will only get worse and worse and you'll become more depressed and frustrated and yeah im sorry I had to vent today was very very bad .
song rec ✨- black butterflies and déjà vu- the maine .
it's honestly a favourite song and such a mood .
favourite lyric-
I lose my voice when I look at you
Can't make a noise while I'm trying to
Tell you all the right words
Waiting for the right words
Just another lovesick afternoon
Black butterflies and déjà vu
