alright guys. i think this is farewell. im not sure im trans anymore. a lot of stuff has happened.
i do still wish i could go on T and i still wanna wear my binders but also .. im kinda comfortable with who i am for once .
i made amazing friends and i have an amazing boyfriend who doesn't make me feel like im just a sex toy.
and i think, for now, im okay being a girl. im okay being myself if this is what i want.
do NOT get me wrong, i still love the community !! im so glad you guys accepted me when i came out. and i hope you guys can accept me now, too.
honestly?
you can call me josh all you want. i hate my birth name. josh, peachy, and grey are my nicknames ! and if you slip up and say he/him pronouns i don't mind at all, it's not a big deal to me.
if i change my mind, ill post in this book again.
ill still update my other stories though !
i love you guys xx
-a girl named josh.
