oh my god
im so , so sorry fr not updating
ive been busy with . a lot of stuff going on right now .
for one thing , i was in the hospital again . kidney infection is back .
my grandma came back from the hospital and the abuse began again . immediately .
i told my grandparents everything .
about the abuse , about cutting , being suicidal , and .. being trans .
everything that's going on is just . so much .
my mom is under a lot of stress and might need a new heart stent .
she blames me along with the rest of my family .
my grades have gone down tremendously . last semesters i made A's , B's , and C's .
now I guarantee you there won't be any A's or B's.
and my phone and computer will be blamed instead of my stress and depression .
but it's fine and ill be fine .
ill update more .
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