uhh this isn't necessarily a trans problem but today this happened
TRIGGER WARNING
so uhh
we have chapel ? and me and my friend sat next to each other while two boys sat behind us. it was HOT in the building and I was like "ohh ill take off my jacket." and then I remembered i had cuts on my wrist. but, my family hadn't noticed so i was like "nobody else will notice , I'll be careful." and i was ! until .. my friend and i started playing with my laser pointer. then i heard a voice say
"Dude .. look at her wrist."
i was like ooh .. sh-oooooottt ... and quickly covered up. then they continued talking , saying I was an attention seeker and they knew that because it's "emo school 101" so ofc im sitting here having a panic attack !! and then one boy leans in and says
"Can you show me your wrist ?"
and im like GOTTA PLAY IT COOOLLL.
"lol why ?"
"My friend wants to see it."
and I was like .. no.
and shoved my notebook into my friends hands and put my jacket on.
while crying.
that's the end.
i mean , he apologized but like .. it hurt.
