i have to go to this . mental health place ? tomorrow . i looked the place up and the reviews are awful . nurses beating kids , cussing and yelling , even two said their kids were given unknown injections in the middle of the night and they refused to tell them what it was .
but i guess if im good maybe they won't do anything to me ?
im also scared they're gonna be mad that im trans
i don't know how long ill be there but they probably don't allow phones so i won't be on
i read that sometimes kids are given roommates for the only reason being that they're antisocial and i really . don't want to share a room with someone bc then ill just be dysphoric abt having a girl roommate .
it's like ,, im partially kinda excited bc i want to get help and it doesn't look like a horrible place .
but at the same time i have anxiety and my brain is reminded me of everything bad that could happen
OH they also don't allow you to bring your own personal hygiene stuff and i just got braces n im worried they won't have the stuff I need bc braces suck man and my wire pokes my mouth so i need dental wax and this other thing . idk the name for it . it's like a little brush that helps you get food out .
i don't know im nervous bc my mom called them today and found out i can go and im literally leaving tmrw and im scaRed
