lemme give u da rundown
i made friends in 2018, natalie, caleb, and tucker. me and tucker dated. he was super transphobic, along with caleb.
i detransitioned, natalie knew i was trans but we never really discussed me suddenly deciding not to be.
i was unhappy but i told everyone i wasn't trans anymore, because i was scared of being broken up with and outed at school.
tucker left me in January this year, two weeks prior to my birthday. me and caleb hadn't spoken in around a year because of his falling out with tucker ((making me guilty by association)), but he was friends with natalie, who became my best friend.
my mom was dying in the hospital at this time, we didn't know if she'd recover.
i moved in with my grandparents in late january, taking me to another state.
while alone there, i realized i was happier being trans. i cut my hair, chose the name Kofi, and started over. natalie supported me of course, she always had.
in may i came back and was able to talk to caleb again. he was different now, didn't care i was trans.
we're three happy best friends now, and ive made other friends at school since then. i apologize for my confusing identity, but im non-binary and i will not be lying about my identity for the sake of other people anymore.
but, i will be leaving all chapters up. i think it's important to the moral of these books. identity is confusing and strange. and nobody should ever try to hide themselves for someone else.
