Chapter 8:
Man, I can't win for losing. I really liked Sabrina and I actually thought that we were actually going to be together, but that all changed. She chose someone else over me.
Sabrina: hi!
Me: hey
Sabrina: what are you up to?
Me: nothing, how was your date?
I dread to ask that question. I didn't want to hear nothing about it, but she was going to tell me about it anyway.
Sabrina: it was wonderful!! It was so magical and fun and he kissed me!!!
Me: that's nice
Sabrina: I know right!!!!:)
She went on and on talking about her date with her new boyfriend. I didn't want to hear nothing about it, but what kind of friend am I?
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2 weeks Later
Sabrina and I have been texting and talking more on the friend level. It's been pretty boring. I guess I'm meant to be alone.
Sabrina: hey keke!
Me: hey
Sabrina: what have you been up too??
Me: nothing!
Sabrina: can I tell you something??
Me: shoot
Sabrina: I want to be more than just friends!
Me: what do you mean?
Sabrina: my boyfriend doesn't treat me the way I want to be!
Me: then let's stop playing games and be together!
Sabrina: I don't know if we should, I never wanted to cheat on someone before and I can't help how I feel about you!
Me: you're wasting your time, his and mines! And if you feel that way then why are you with him
Sabrina: to help me get my mind off of! I think about you constantly,
Me: why can't you just be with me
Sabrina: I really don't want to hurt him.
Me: I guess, but Sabrina I love you
Sabrina: I love you too,
Things were really getting complicated. Why can't we just be together. I really developed strong feelings for her and I know she feels the same for me. Why can't we just be together.
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Weeks had gone by and we were back at it again. Everything was going good. I just wish we could be official.
There was no doubt in my mind that I was In love with her. She gave me a feeling that I have never felt before.
There wasn't a second that went by that she wasn't on my mind. I was smiling for no reason, last but not least I was actually happy.
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Throughout the day I would send her sweet text messages to make her feel good. Every once in a blue moon I would get a random message from her and it made me feel so good inside. I was loving this feeling that she gave me.
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I'm sitting in math class listening to the lecture the teacher was giving and I looked at my phone. Sabrina's school was on spring break so we texted all day.
Me: hey baby
Sabrina: hey,
Me: u ok?
Sabrina: not really
Me: what's wrong with my baby
Sabrina: I'm trying to find a way to break up with my boyfriend,
I was so shocked. I was happy, but I felt bad for feeling that way.
Me: why do u want to do that?
I was trying to sound like a concerned friend, but I was jumping for joy inside.
Sabrina: we moved to fast, I just don't think we should be together.
Me: do whatever you think is best
Sabrina: I guess
Last Period:
Sabrina: I feel terrible, I hurt him badly, I can't stop crying
Me: I'm sorry, don't feel bad, everything will be okay,
Sabrina: I hope so, I wish you were here holding me,
Me: me too babe
.......
Sabrina eventually got over everything. I was happy and I was really hoping this time we could finally be together. I was scared to ask.
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I just got home from school and I had been texting Sabrina all day.
Sabrina: guess what?
Me: what??
Sabrina: I met a guy
Me: oh
Here we go again I thought. It's only been a week and she met someone else. I'm really Tired of this bullsh*t.
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Heartbroken (Lesbian) ON HOLD
JugendliteraturAmaury is a stud lesbian with self-esteem Issues. She grew up most of her life alone longing for true love. She sees everyone else happy with their life, but she doesn't feel the same. She meets this one beautiful femme Sabrina. They fall in love an...