Sorry it’s been taking me a long time to upload but I started college and my schedule has been really hectic.
Chapter 12: Planning for the Future
I was very shocked by Jasmine popping the big question. So many things was racing through my mind. I was really stunned and I didn’t know what to say.
Me: Wow idk what to say baby
Jazz: I’ve never felt like this before, you accept me for me and you make me laugh and everything, I feel a connection with you.
Me: me too babe, imam say yes
I know what you guys are thinking, that I’m moving too fast, but she may just be the one. I felt like I might not get another chance like this so I’m going to take it.
Jazz: YEESSSSS!!!!!!!
Me: J, when is the wedding Hun??
Jazz: that is something that we have to decide together.
Me: that’s cool with me babe
Jazz: great!! I am so happy
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After a couple of weeks I start to question was I making the right decision or not. I didn’t know if jazz was the one. She is beautiful, funny, and all of that, but I really just didn’t feel that spark like I did with Sabrina.
Thinking about all of this made me miss the hell out of Sabrina, I did still love her, but I know I have to move on from her because I knew it wasn’t going to happen. She was where my heart was and I did still wanted to be with her, but I had to do what I had to do and just settle down with Jasmine.
Maybe we were meant to be together, maybe it wasn’t long enough to see yet. I was going to marry Jasmine one way or another.
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4 MONTHS LATER:
It’s been a few months since Jasmine and I been engaged and everything seems to be going well. I was actually happy and ready to be a married woman. We have been making wedding plans and getting everything together. The problem was the date because I did want to go to college after I graduate high school. I am about to graduate in a few months.
Me: Hey baby
Jazz: Hey love wyd?
Me: nothing, I have a question to ask you?
Jazz: what’s up?
Me: When exactly are we getting married??
Jazz: very soon,
Me: ohhh
Jazz: what’s wrong?
Me: baby I wanted to go to college after I graduate and everything.
Jazz: ohh L
Me: I’m sorry but the wedding is going to have to wait
Jazz: I understand baby
Me: that’s great, plus that will give us more time to put together a wedding
Jazz: that’s a smart idea! When are you supposed to graduate?
Me: in 2017
Jazz: wow!! Baby that’s a long time and its only 2013
Me: I know, but you know how time flies baby, but are you willing to wait for me
Jazz: of course baby
Me: that’s my girl
I was starting to feel guilty. I have a ride or die fiancé, but I still like something is missing. I don’t feel complete. I was still missing Sabrina, but I still needed to stop thinking about her. I’m so confused, I don’t know what to do.
Sorry for the wait you guys the college life is hectic, hope you enjoyed the chapter, what guys think Amaury should do?? Vote and comment J
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Heartbroken (Lesbian) ON HOLD
Novela JuvenilAmaury is a stud lesbian with self-esteem Issues. She grew up most of her life alone longing for true love. She sees everyone else happy with their life, but she doesn't feel the same. She meets this one beautiful femme Sabrina. They fall in love an...