Only Slightly Lost

Valentines Day

Heres to missing you, and all the little things. 

The late night calls when we couldn't sleep. The tutoring each other because, lets be real, we never knew what we were doing. The inside jokes. The tummy rubs when the cramps kicked in. Scratching your head to relax you. The secrets and the serenades. The hand holds and soft kisses. Taking the long way to spend more time. To they way your smile widened when you found a new book and had to tell me about it, and the way mine widened because you let me listen. To the not so subtle stares and the absolutely obvious smirks. To the way you showed me who you are. The games you would play on your computer against nerds you never failed to beat, and the way you were never ashamed. To the way you said, no screamed, my name across the room to get my attention, catching everyone else's too. To the way you looked at me, with hope and admiration and love. To the way you taught me to see through your eyes, and the way I taught you to see through mine. To our first introduction and the last football game. To the last hug, the last kiss, the last I love you. Here is to the first day, to the last day, and to everyday in between. To the person who may not be mine, but will always be in my heart. 

Here's to missing you and your smile, 

because my days are not as bright without them