It's been 2 weeks now and I'm starting to feel like you never loved me. That's an awful feeling. I ate today though. I might throw it all up later if someone even mentions your name but I ate today. I went to your favorite restaurant and didn't think about you. Yes you did. I ordered a coke instead of water. I smiled when it was placed in from of me.
You never let me get sodas.
This overwhelming feeling of doubt as consumed my every thought. Why did I cry about you so much? Have you even cried over me? Are you going through any of the things I'm going through? I archived all of our pictures together. You're face is no longer anywhere on my page. I finally unfollowed you back.
You're welcome.
I have no cried today. That is a big accomplishment. I didn't not shed one fucking tear over you today. You don't deserve it. You never deserved my tears. Do you love me? Did you love me? You haven't texted me to see if I've been eating lately. I guess your too consumed with your new boyfriend. Didn't take you long to get another one.
I went on your page today to unfollow you and saw a picture of you two together. It was a throwback picture. Why are you doing this to me? Why do you hate me so much?
Why can't I hate you as much as you hate me?
-you know what they say
