When we get home we are all quite tired, so we all quickly get changed.
“Lily where are you sleeping?” Ashton asks me as I walk into the kitchen, pouring a glass of water.
“Um on the couch I think,”
“Are you sure? Because we don’t mind sharing?” Michael asks.
“Yeah it’s cool,” I assure them.
“If you’re sure, night Lils,” Ashton says as the two of them walk upstairs. I am left alone downstairs, and I have to say it is pretty scary. I turn the lights off and sit on the couch, staring into space. I sit there for about 10 minutes and quickly zone out, so it is a big shock when I hear footsteps behind me.
“Lily?” I hear Luke’s voice whisper.
“Yeah I’m coming,” I say, quickly getting up.
“You look possessed or shit, just sitting there,” He quietly laughs at me.
“I was just thinking,” I say, trying to find my way around the pitch black living room. I can’t see anything so I stick my arms in front of me, when suddenly I feel Luke’s stomach right in front of me.
“Steady on Lils,” He teases me and I quickly remove my hands from his stomach.
“Sorry,” I mumble, glad he can’t see me blushing. Luke takes my hand and we find our way upstairs, carefully trying not to wake anyone up. We successfully reach his room and we slip under the duvet. We lie flat on our backs on opposite sides of the bed, the only sound Luke’s soft breathing. After a few moments he shifts himself over so he is closer to me, our arms lightly touching. Still restless, he turns around, so his whole body is facing me. I lie still, but he reaches his hand up and takes my cheek, making my face turn to face him.
“You’re really pretty Lily, you know that?” he whispers, his warm breath ticking my lips.
“T-thanks,” I stutter.
“Why are you so nervous?”
“I d-don’t know,” I whisper back.
“Night Lily,” He sighs, turning back so he is facing the ceiling. A rush of guilt washes over me and so I scoot closer to him and rest my head on his chest, his arm automatically wrapping around my waist.
Although I am very tired, I stay awake as so many thoughts are running through my mind. It’s no secret that I like Luke and I’m pretty sure he likes be as well, but we have gained such an amazing friendship, not just with eachother but with the other boys as well, and if I let myself fall for him then something might happen to ruin those friendships. And I don’t want to rush into something I will just regret the next day, I want to be friends with these boys for a very long time and I don’t want to mess that up.
Luke must think I am asleep because after a while I feel his body shifting beneath me. I pretend to be asleep, not wanting to talk much. But he suddenly leans over and lightly presses his lips to my forehead. I freeze as he holds his lips there for a few seconds before removing them and resting his head back down.
My heart is beating very fast and I feel a sudden surge of adrenaline, as well as passion. I arubtly sit up and Luke’s eyes widen. I sit up, staring at him for a few moments.
“Lily I’m sorry I thought you were asleep,” He starts to apologise but he isn’t able to finish because I lean down and hover my face over his. He stares at me, confused but I quickly lean my head in and connect my lips to his.
He is taken by surprise at first and doesn’t kiss me back but quickly catches on. One of his arms snake round the back of my neck and he brings his face as close to mine as possible. His other hand reaches out to the back of my hair and he tangles his hair in it, slightly tugging on it.
He must be able to tell I am in a pretty uncomfy position as once we deepen the kiss he pulls me on top of him, moving his hand that was on the back of my neck to my upper thigh, so I am straddling him.
He pulls away for a moment and bites his lip, not moving his eyes from mine.
“I have been waiting for you to do that for so long,” He whispers, smiling at me.
“I know,” I simply reply, before connecting our lips again. This kiss is much softer and slower, as he gently massages my head. Soon, we pull away and I collapse onto the bed.
“Night Lils,” He whispers gently and we fall asleep cuddling eachother, holding hands and our legs tangled.
I wake up in the same position, but I don’t move straight away because I haven’t been this comfy in a long time. While he is asleep, I admire Luke’s face, so peaceful and perfect. His eyes slowly open after a while and he catches me staring at him.
“Lils that’s kind of freaky,” He croakily laughs, referring to me staring at him.
“Sorry,” I laugh, knowing he doesn’t really mind.
“It’s fine babe,” He smirks, leaning over and lightly kissing my nose. I roll out of bed and throw on a hoody over and my pyjamas and walk downstairs to get a drink. It is quite early and the boys aren’t exactly morning people, so I don’t expect anybody to be up, so it surprises me when I see Michael sitting on a breakfast stool in the kitchen on his phone.
“Why are you up?” I ask him, sitting down on a stool next to him. He looks up and shrugs,
“Couldn’t sleep,” He suddenly grins at me, “How did you sleep?”
“Um, fine?”
“Lily I’m not an idiot, I know you slept in Luke’s room, last night,” He smirks.
I groan, “Michael Clifford I swear to God if you tell anyon-”
“I won’t Lils,” he laughs “But you won’t be able to keep the whole you and Luke thing a secret for long, we are all going to be in the same house for over a week and a half, and plus I doubt the other boys would really mind,”
“I guess,” I trail off.
“I think it’s cute,”
“Um thanks?”
“You didn’t have sex though,”
“What?” I spit my water out, surprised at his words.
“Just saying, I would have heard,”
“What are you on Michael?”
“Trust me Lily, from the way Luke stares at you when you are wearing clothes, I think I would be able to hear him if you weren’t wearing any,”
“Michael!”
“Aw don’t get all embarrassed, sex is cool,”
“Ok I think we should stop this conversation,” I laugh sat him. “Your hair looks great by the way Mikey,” I grin changing the subject and running my hand through his messy hair which isall sticking up in all directions.
“Fuck off,” He laughs, pushing me off.
I grab my glass of water and head back upstairs, to Luke who is lightly sleeping again. I slide under the covers next to him bury by head into his chest.
“Lily?” He says to me quietly.
“Yeah?”
“Can I take you out today?”
“Just me and you?”
“Yeah,”
“Yeah sure, I think you have to go to the O2 later,”
“Before,”
“Sure,”
“Thanks,” He wraps his arm around my neck and I wrap mine around his waist.
“Let’s stay here for a bit though,” He whispers.
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i want a luke please
this is nearly at 2k which is so cool
i am going to spain for a week so I won’t be able to update L I will try though! sorry!
thanks for reading ily x
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those boys - luke hemmings fanfiction
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