My Knight and Shining Rock Star [Completed]

Chapter 11

(This happened when Mina ran away from Red)

~Mina's POV

The echo of Jared's confession reverberates in my mind. "I think. No, I do like you." The weight of that statement presses heavily on my heart as I run away from him, tears streaming down my face. Love? Is this what love feels like? The tears won't stop, and I'm left questioning my own emotions.

Could it be possible that I feel the same way about him? We've only known each other for a short time, but why does my heart ache at the sight of him crying? Does he genuinely like me? It seems impossible—a rock star like him, interested in someone like me, a nobody, a loser in comparison. Maybe it's all a misunderstanding, perhaps he mistook his pity for something more.

Yet, the image of his tears lingers in my mind. Did he cry for me? I can't fathom deserving such precious tears. I'm not worthy of his feelings; there must be someone better for him. The thought of Jared being happy with someone else stings, and the realization dawns on me—I might like him back.

Did I make the right decision? Did I choose the correct path? Is this truly the best choice? These questions torment me, and my mind is flooded with uncertainties and what-ifs. Suddenly, it hits me—I like him back. Jared Lance Tuazon has officially made his way into my heart.

But what now? Can I turn back time? I yearn to hear those words from him once more. I want to change my decision, to accept him. Doubt creeps in—what if he's not telling the truth? What if he's playing with my emotions? No, I convince myself, I made the right choice.

Yet, the internal struggle intensifies. What if he truly does like me? I'm torn between the fear of deception and the yearning for reciprocated feelings. My thoughts battle each other, a cacophony of conflicting emotions.

Regret sets in. Why did I run away? Why did I turn him down? My mind is clouded with confusion, and the saying rings true: you'll only know you're wrong when it's done. The possibility of ruining our friendship looms large, and the fear of losing him as a confidant, as my shield and knight in shining armor, grips my heart.

Can I hit a replay button and turn back time? The past is unalterable, and I'm left grappling with the consequences of my choices. The uncertainty of what lies ahead without him weighs heavily on my soul, and I'm left to wonder if I can truly stand on my own. The need for a redo becomes an elusive wish, and I'm left to navigate the aftermath of my decisions.

To be continued....

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Author's Note:
I updated again. Whoooohoo! I had time to type again. Yeahey! I needed to format my phone so I lost all my files including my apps and the file for this story. So yeah... Imma cry in the corner. 😭

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~PinkBallpen 💗