Lost memories.

Remember me?

James

I look up as soon as i see Millie walking towards us.

"Okay?"

"Okay, " she smiles as she sits down next to me. We get wierd looks from everyone, whose now settled down comfortably on Millies bed.

" Its our thing..." but they just nod.

"So you really cant remember us?" Lilly asks, running a hand through her blonde hair.

"Honestly, for someone so smart, you can be pretty dumb sometimes," Vince comments with an eyeroll.

"Dude!" I give him a look to say stop being a douche,at the same time that Georgia smacks him upside the head.

"Vince, shut up," Tom, his better twin says, sticking up for his girlfriend.

"Well,technically, I can remember you but it takes a lot of effort for concentration or a really strong triger, because its sort of like, I have a block insde my head, stopping me from accessing my memories," Millie explains, and Lilly nods in understanding. Knowledge is the main thing they have in common. I mean they can sit there for hours discussig the theory of relativity or something like that. Not that im stupid or anything, because im totally smarter than both of them but im just not nerdy like they are.

"So the triger, is it a bit like when you try and wire up a car? In the sense that you need that spark to form the connection to the gears, to start the car ", there goes Lilly with her scientific explanations.

"Exactly, and when it comes to concentration, i need to be like in the zone-"

"-and so you have to block out everything and just focus on that one memory-"

"-yeah, and sometimes the memories are just a blur and those are the worst 'cause they always leave me with a migrane," Millie finishes, putting an end to their information rally. Sometimes i wonder if they have the same mind; they think so alike that its actually freaky sometimes.

"Awe isnt that such a shame," Georgia cooes in her cold,emotionless voice. This is not going to be good." So tell us, what is it that you remember about us, that he hasnt told you," she challenges Millie.

"Well actually, i didnt even know you people existed until your friend there, woke me up with his spit,"Millie retorts, giving Vince a dirty look.

"I will introduce you to everyone," Lilly offers.

"I'm Lilly," she points at herself," this beautiful creature here, is Tom," he gets a peck on the cheek.

"The buffoon there is Vince,Toms twin, unbelievable isnt it?" i assume thats a rhetorical question because she doesnt wait for an answer.

"And lastly, the delightful ray of sunshine there is Georgia," for that she gets the death glare because everyone knows that Georgia is anything but a delightful ray of sunshine. She is more like a  hurricane Katrina on legs.

"Thanks Lilly but i dont suppose you're a big fan of chemistry are you?" Lilly goes bright red 'cause everyone knows that she set fire to one of the chemistry labs in freshman year and has never been allowed near chemicals ever since then.

"I broke your Harry Potter glasses on the first day of college, i am really sorry by the way," this time its Millie's turn to turn red. She did feel really bad about that actually.

"Even after three years, youre still apologysing," Tom laughs," Im actually really grateful for that, i was looking for a way to get rid of those god awful glasses and you just happened to come at the right time," he winks. When she turns to Vince, the temperature seems to drop down. Trust me when i say that its not just because he spat on her earlier. You see, Vince was and probably still is head over heels in love with her but the thing is, she friend zoned him. Hard. And the worst part of it is that she then got close to me after my brother died and you know how it all went after that. Bottom line is Vince hasnt been able to forgive me and the accident gave him another reason to hate me. Although, im pretty sure that he got new hope from the fact that she had amnesia, since he was hoping that she wouldnt remember me and therefore he could try his charms. Man is he a sweet talker. I swear, once he got into a fight and broke this guy's arm and he totally sweet talked his way out, and instead of him being suspended, the injured guy got a broken arm and suspension. Harsh, I know. But there is more to him than the uncaring bad boy he is these days.

Just when the silence is starting to get deafening, Millie holds out her pinky with an apologetic smile on her face. I was afraid she was going to remember that day.

"Friends?" She asks, her voice quiet as if their sharing an unknown secret. Ofwhich they are, except im the only one who knows it.

"The best of," Vince says, with a smile on his face. If i didnt know him like i did, i wouldve thought it was a genuine smile, but i know it isnt. Vince is very good at hiding his feelings you see. It took me a long time to learn that. Like right now, he has everyone convinced that he is happy but he doesnt have that glint in his eyes that helps me know for sure. He is one of those people who is constantly talking and has a come back for everything, but when he goes quiet, theres definately something up.

" You took me to my first All Time Low concert," Millie smirks at Georgia.

"Not good enough, the real Millie would know that it takes a lot to convince me of anything." Georgia spits out,her voice low but deadly. Millie is a bit taken aback by this. I bet you she is wondering how she even became friends with someone so cold. But the funny thing is, she is the one person who is closest to Georgia and who is not intimidated by her, and yet she cant remember it now. Man i hate amnesia. Its as if the Millie we knew has just been replaced by this alien who looks and acts just like her but isnt actually her.

Millie is quiet for a moment. We all watch her, sitting there in silence with her eyes close and her eyebrows furrowed. She is trying to get in the 'zone'. Bless her.

"To love is to destroy," she suddenly blurts out, her eyes snapping open and staring directly at Georgia," and to be loved is to be destroyed."

Well, who would've guessed, Georgia is capable of showing actual emotion on her face.

Right now her eyes are wide and her mouth is agape. This is definitely a picture worthy face. Just as im about to snap the photo, Georgia launches herself at Millie, enveloping her in a bear hug. I guess i can take a picture of that too.

"Oh you're wet," Georgia grimaces pulling away.

"That's what she said."