I Love Him // Instagram Joe Weller

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Exploring with Josh and Yousef have had their fight. The twins have had their fight. Aneson Gib and MaxPlays have just finished their fight and I'm honestly so proud of Gib. Me and Gib have been close for quite a while now and I've seen his transformation and his dedication that's he's put towards this fight and honestly it was a well deserved win. Max was okay but I feel like he didn't really take training seriously.

Right now Mike Fox and JMX/ Joel are about to have their fight. As the night has gone on I've started to feel more and more sick as I've realised I'm soon going to see Joe fight. And there's a chance he's gonna get hurt and I really don't want to see that.

I'm currently sitting with Harry and Freezy. Harry's girlfriend Katie is here too. I don't think she's too fond of me but I'm still going to be nice to her as Harry's my best friend. I pick up a conversation with her and she really isn't that bad at all.

Will comes over to me and says he wants to chat. I say goodbye to Katie and go over to him.

"You alright Will what's up" I ask him while sitting down next to him.

"Nothing really I just wanted to talk to you as I haven't in ages and also do you want to record a video soon as we haven't in so long" I smile and nod

"yeah honestly I love filming with you and the fans love when we collab, what would you want to do" I ask him

"uhh probably a YouTube mastermind as I haven't actually done one of those with you" he says while taking a sip of his drink.

"Yeah sure sounds like a plan" I get up

"I'm gonna go check in everyone else" I state. He nods and waves as I walk away towards the crowd.

I take pictures with some of the fans and just talk to them about how they're doing. After around 10 minutes later the lights die down again signalling Mike and Joel are about to have their fight. I say goodbye to the fans and go back down the my seat. They both walk out and the match starts. Mike was doing really well considering he's so much smaller than Joel and a lot less muscly.

The match is over and Joel won which I think everyone saw coming but Mike did really well. As Geordie is talking to Mike after the fight he calls abbie over and gets down on one knee. The crowd goes crazy and I cover my mouth. I'm so happy for Abbie, I see them both crying and it makes me tear up.

I go over and congratulate them before heading off to see Joe. He's about to fight in 15 minutes and I'm honestly shitting myself. I walk in to see Adam and Samuel giving Joe a prep talk. I sit on the bench so I'm not interrupting anything. I go on my phone to see a text from Harry.

Hazzaaa💕:
  Hey are you alright you seemed uncomfortable earlier xx

Mads🌍💕:
  I'm fine Haz I'm just worrying that's all you know I overthink everything xx

Hazzaaa💕:
  Yeah I get you but know that Joe will be absolutely fine just be exited for him xxx

Mads🌍💕:
   Thanks Haz I love ya xx

Hazzaaa💕:
  Love you too mads just don't stress yourself out xx

I look up to see Adam and Sam leaving and Joe coming to sit with me.

"Only 5 more minutes and then I need to go out there" he tells me. I lean my head on his shoulder and sigh.

"What's wrong mads" he asks me while wrapping his arm around me

"I don't know I'm exited for you but I worry and panic too much because Im gonna hate seeing you get hit and getting hurt which is silly I know as it's a boxing match but I care so much" I say while cuddling into him