I Love Him // Instagram Joe Weller

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Once I'd finished cleaning up all the broken glass and cleaning the sides, I sat down onto the sofa and put my feet up. I unlocked my phone to see a message from JJ

Favourite Dickhead💕
Maddieeeeee were filming a Sidemen sunday tomorrow and we need an 8th person so get your arse over here by 2:30. Love ya xx

I rolled my eyes and smiles at his message and send him a message telling him I'd be there. I didn't hear Joe come down until he sat down next to me.

"Who you texting" he asked, lifting my legs up a little and sliding under them.

"Just JJ, the guys need an extra person for a video" I tell him, resting my legs on his.

His smile faltered a little when I mentioned JJ's name but soon smiled again when I looked at him.

"So, no dodging around it as much as we want to, we need to talk" I say, my mood turning serious quickly. He nodded and turned to face me more.

"Right, I guess I should explain everything that has happened" Joe asked playing with a loose thread on my jeans.

I just nod my head and lean back into the arm of the sofa. I keep my eyes on him and smile to show him I'm not mad, I just want to know why he did what he did.

"Right, I know the baitest thing to say is that I was drink but in all honesty I was. There's more to it though. I'm gonna sound so stupid and muggy saying it but I don't care, I'll be honest. I was massively jealous when you went Barcelona with Freezy and Will and then Paris with Will. Truth is cuz I know they both fancy you. I know they wouldn't do anything and you wouldn't do that to me but I got so paranoid. I kept picturing them with you and I was angry. And I'm so sorry, I'm sorry I broke your trust and your heart, I'm sorry I hurt you, that was never my intention. I was being selfish and now I have to suffer because of it. I lost the best thing I ever had" Joe explained, looking down at the end as his eyes got watery.

I smiled and nudged him, he looked up at me confused.

"Who said you lost me ay? Yes Im angry and yes it's a little hard to trust you but you make me so happy. Whenever I'm with you I'm at my best, every time a guy has cheated on me I never even think of letting them explain or get a second chance, but with you it's different. But I love you. I've never loved someone as much as I love you and I don't think I will. I love Joseph Martin Weller" I said smiling like a right idiot.

Joe leaned forward and pulled me into a hug. I laughed as he pulled me into his lap and held me really tightly. He started kissing my face and smiling like crazy.

"Thank you for giving me another chance, trust me I'm never losing you again baby" Joe said and kissed me.

I grabbed the sides of his face and kissed him back. I pulled away and laughed again. I couldn't stop laughing, I was just so happy around him.

"Are you gonna stay the night" Joe asked wrapping his arms around my waist.

"Yeah, if that's okay" I say looking up at him and kissing his cheek.

"Of course babygirl" he smiled and turned Netflix on. We grabbed a blanket and cuddled together while watching some awful horror movies that we took the piss out of. I've missed this.