That day is getting closer,
She will return and I'm scared,
This fear is overwhelming,
It stops me sleeping at night,
I toss and I turn,
Constantly thinking,
What if,
What if when she returns so does his love,
What if we stumble across each other and she hates me for what I have done,
I stole his heart away from her,
What if when she returns he wants her back,
What if when she returns she wants him back,
This fear is eating me alive,
It's always lingering at the back of my mind,
That day is drawing nearer,
That moment is coming closer,
And here I am living in fear,
When he isn't around I cry,
I cry out of fear of losing him,
I cry out of fear of being rejected once again,
I cry knowing he can do better,
I cry knowing she is probably better,
This fear is hurting me,
Deep in my heart,
This fear is killing me,
How can I tell him what I fear,
When he is part of it,
When losing him would be the end of something beautiful,
Something I have always craved,
My fear gets the best of me,
It's stops me from sleeping,
All I can do is think.
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New Beginnings
PoetrySo after posting my first book My Broken Thoughts I decided to write my new book New Beginnings This is about my life in my new outlook on it, things are rough but get better thats something I'm learning. Enjoy my poetry in a happier light. Edit: cu...
