I think about a lot,
Different things fill my mind,
But the constant thing is you,
I think about how far we've come,
I think about how much you have helped me grow,
I think about how much I love you,
I think about how I want to give you the world,
I think about how your eyes make me melt,
I think about the sparks I feel from your touch,
I think about the how your kisses leave me breathless,
I think about how happy you make me,
Then I start to think about how jealous I get,
I think about how annoyed I get at myself,
I think about how selfish I am for wanting you all to myself,
I think about the idea of you with someone else,
And it kills me inside,
I think about them,
How you miss the idea of her,
And how I cant be funny like the other one,
I think about the words you use when you talk to her,
I think about the idea of you not being over her,
I think about the thought of losing you,
It kills me to think this much,
I think about how I can change to make you happy,
I think about what I can say to make you laugh,
I think about who I am and how you deserve better,
I cant help but think about these things,
I think about how I hate myself unless I'm with you,
I think about how I want to wake up and make you breakfast,
I think about how all of this can disappear in a second,
I think about the thought of losing you,
I dont think I can handle anymore thinking.
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New Beginnings
PoesíaSo after posting my first book My Broken Thoughts I decided to write my new book New Beginnings This is about my life in my new outlook on it, things are rough but get better thats something I'm learning. Enjoy my poetry in a happier light. Edit: cu...