Think

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I think about a lot,
Different things fill my mind,
But the constant thing is you,
I think about how far we've come,
I think about how much you have helped me grow,
I think about how much I love you,
I think about how I want to give you the world,
I think about how your eyes make me melt,
I think about the sparks I feel from your touch,
I think about the how your kisses leave me breathless,
I think about how happy you make me,
Then I start to think about how jealous I get,
I think about how annoyed I get at myself,
I think about how selfish I am for wanting you all to myself,
I think about the idea of you with someone else,
And it kills me inside,
I think about them,
How you miss the idea of her,
And how I cant be funny like the other one,
I think about the words you use when you talk to her,
I think about the idea of you not being over her,
I think about the thought of losing you,
It kills me to think this much,
I think about how I can change to make you happy,
I think about what I can say to make you laugh,
I think about who I am and how you deserve better,
I cant help but think about these things,
I think about how I hate myself unless I'm with you,
I think about how I want to wake up and make you breakfast,
I think about how all of this can disappear in a second,
I think about the thought of losing you,
I dont think I can handle anymore thinking.

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