QUIT |M&M| (Completed♡)

PART 17

>>Freja<< The whole cafeteria goes quiet and all I can hear is the sound of my own heavy breathing. I look up at Marcus slowly and he stares back at me like he's about to cry. I stand up with the little dignity I have left and storm out of the cafeteria. I feel the tears burning behind my eyes as I run outside when I feel how someone takes a grip of my arm. "Let go of me!", I yell and look back at Marcus. "Freja please", he says. "Just tell me why?!", I yell. "Why Marcus?!". "I'm not good for you Freja", he say desperately. "You're the picture perfect girl who's got her whole life figured out, I'm the bad boy who can't stay out of trouble, we're too different we can't be together". "Why am I not allowed to enjoy it while it lasts?!", I yell with the crying in my throat. "I wanna know you Marcus". "I know what it feels like losing someone you care about", he says. "And trust me it's easier to lose something you haven't had". "Why do you keep saying that?!", I yell but now anger fills my body. "You don't know what's best for me!". "I'm trying to protect you from getting hurt", he says madly. "And I know best because you've never lost someone!". "So finding out that your dad is a drug dealer and is now in prison for God knows how long doesn't count!", I yell. "Do you know what it feels like coming home from your first day of school without your dad standing there waiting for you?!". He just stares at me and I can see how ashamed he is. "So don't you dare think for a second that you're the only one who's had it tough", I say madly and start walking. "Freja", he says quietly. "You're probably right", I say madly. "It's better if I don't know, it's dangerous to know too much about people". I run into the bathroom and lean against the sink as quiet tears fall down my face. I look into the mirror and a 19 year old girl with ice blonde hair and crystal grey eyes looks back at me. A girl that has to forget about the boy with the dirty blonde hair that she just wanna stroke, those chocolate brown eyes which makes her melt, those light pink lips she just wanna kiss. She has to let go of him.

Credits:mm.writer