QUIT |M&M| (Completed♡)

PART 35

  >>Marcus<<
I force my legs over yet another train platform, I swear after this I'll never wanna see a train again. I've managed to get to Stavanger with only the clothes on my body and the money in my pocket, which is almost none left. I drag off my beanie and drag my hand through my messy and dirty hair. I must look like hell about now, no one would think I was a teenage girl idol once. I sit down on a bench and feel how much my body hurts. It's 04:00 in the morning and I haven't slept for two days. I know that if I close my eyes I will fall asleep which I don't have time for. My plan is to somehow get to Trofors, the last place I was truly happy. But how I will do that without money I have no idea. All of a sudden I feel a hand on my shoulder and I look up confused but no one is there. "To your left dummy". I look to my left and literally fall off the bench because next to me sits Martinus with an amused smile on his face. "M...Ma", I stutter. "Martinus", he says and stands up. "Have you already forgotten my name?". He holds out his hand and he helps me up on the bench again. "What are you doing here?", I ask. "I mean how are you here?!". "The question is what you're doing here", he says seriously. "And not in Oslo with the ones you love". "I'm trying to protect them", I say with the crying in my throat. "By leaving them?", he asks and gives me a meaning look. "It's just nothing ever works out you know, I never get to enjoy anything", I say with the crying in my throat. "It feels like the whole freaking universe is against me". "Imma let you on a little secret Mac, the universe isn't against anybody", he says and puts his hand on my leg. "I know it feels that way right now but I'm telling you, it's not how it works". I look up at him with tears in my eyes. "Life's a mixed bag, we all get some good and we all get some bad", he says. "The more you spend thinking of ways the world is trying to screw with you the more you're gonna find". He puts his hand on my back. "I know this sucks and I'm sorry but I don't know how this is gonna play out either", he says.    "But I know you, I know that when things get hard you wanna run but you gotta fight that Marcus". He looks into my tear filled eyes and gives me a comforting smile. "Sometimes you gotta stick along long enough for your luck to find you", he says and hugs my leg with his hand. "But you were my luck", I say crying. "That I had someone to share my life with since I was born was what made me the luckiest guy alive, why did you have to die Martinus?! I don't wanna be without you anymore!". "You're not", he says. "You never have and you never will". He puts his hand on my chest. "Som to dråper vann", I say quietly and look up at him. "Som to dråper vann", he says and smiles. "I'd hug you but I'm just a vision of your imagination". I laugh and throw my arms around him and as expected I ended up hug thin air, but at the same time, I can feel him around me. 'Cause he never really left.

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