SPY (Hiccstrid)

I'VE JUST GOT BLUE EYES LIKE HER....

We told everyone about the whole Parker thing. Excluding the two people who knew part for some reason.

"Oh God's this just got alot worst now didn't it?" said Elsa with sadness in her tone.

"It's good that Parker's keeping it a secret and letting us take the guy down." Jack commented.

"Ye he's doing an ok thing I suppose''said Medida sounding very angry.

"Atleast he's not doing the wrong thing like some people" Jack said glaring at Medida.

"Oh yeah, he's not to much of a coward then ya know cause he's letting his own brother get hurt and eventually get over it. " Merida replied in her deep Scottish accent.

Jack huffed and went out of the room.

"Uhhh, What just happened??"  Snotlout said dumbly.

"I honestly don't know??" Hiccup said shrugging. We all turned to look at Elsa.

"He just found out something sad and is little on the edge" she sighed.

"I think I'm gonna talk to him about it and find out what's  bugging him. " I said and left before anyone could say anything. I think I know what jack found out.

As I ran out I heard Elsa yell"He won't tell you, unless you already know"

A few minutes later I found him sitting alone in a swing in the garden. I walked towards him "mind if I join you?" he nodded and I sat on the swing next to him.

"Hey you seemed a little off back there, you alright. "

"Nope"

"Could you tell me what's bugging you?"

After a short battle with himself weather to tell me or not he gave up and said "I'm just a bit confused.."

"Bout what??"

"Hiccup is a very sensitive person and he will blame himself for the slightest of bad things that happen to the people he cares about, he makes it his duty to help a friend who is going through a rough time but will never accept help if he's going through a rough time and I found out something that could break him completely if I tell him but if I dont he will be  with this bad thing forever."

"Are you talking about.. Merida?"

His head shot up and he stared at me I just sighed and nodded in a way telling him that I knew.

"Since when?"he asked.

"When we were staying at that Mansion, when I just arrived. I found Merida with snotlout in a room doing something you wouldn't do with a friend. She said that she's staying outta my personal life and that I stay outta hers, but that was before I got close to you guys. Now it just haunts me everyday...."

"I never liked her, she was fine in the beginning but changed a while after snotlout came"

We stayed silent for a while.

"Y'know Astrid ever since you came along hiccups been a bit more happier, before you came Hiccup and merida were always fighting. They solved their problem the day you were asleep in jail."

"Yeah my neck still hurts from that bed" I said with a hint of sarcasm in my voice.

"Sorry bout that!! Anyway he was still down with the whole merida thing and quite sad and stressed about her being distant. But after that night when Elsa and I danced and you ran away and Hiccup chased after you he seemed a tad bit more like the old Hiccup and I think it because Astrid you are a perfect description if his childhood friend" Jack said with tears slowly bluring his vision. 

"I've just got blue eyes like her... how can you say I'm a perfect description if her?"

"During hiccups therapy sessions to forget his friends death he was told to describe her in words. That was around the time Hiccup and I had just gotten close. His therapist called me one day saying it think your friendship will last very long and  asked me to keep the papers of the description he wrote of her and she also said I need to read them. I read them and he described a blond girl with sky blue eyes, fun, sassy, beauty beyond compared and take this Astrid as a friendly complement your name really describes you" I blushed a deep red at that comment and jack just laughed and continued "Your attitude and the one if the girl he described are so similar, that is the reason he feels better around you. He somehow connects to you better than anyone else.  You remind him of her even though  he doesn't remember, remember her. He still dose remember her." I looked at him with a face thay yelled confused he just laughed.

"Let's go in I feel better now that I got to talk to someone about this. " he said as he  stood up smiled at me.

"You know you are a very good friend Astrid" Jack suddenly said.

I blushed a bit and said "You aren't a bad one your self" and we continued on having a fun conversation about how he and hiccup became friends.
Soon we walked in to a couple of worried looks except for Elsa. And Merida and Snotlout disappeared again.

"Soooooo...?." Hiccup questioned us.

"Let's just say Astrid know and understands what I meant and that it was nothing much..." Jack said and walked out of the room.

"Where's snoutlout??" I question.

"He's gone to catch a nap" Fishlegs said.

"I suddenly am tired too... Bye guys" Merida left pecking hiccup on the cheek.

"We have a hotel reservation to get to so, bye" Fishlegs grabbed Heather's hand and left.

"I don't want to intrude in you guys room so bye" Elsa said leaving.

As soon as she left I quickly lay down on the bed and sighed. Hiccup came and sat next to me.

"What did jack say... Why is he so angry. I mean I know jack and Merida have never. Even the best of  friends but still, this was different." Hiccup sounded sad. I couldn't tell him, I just couldn't so I said "Nothing to worry about they just had a disagreement, that's all"

He gave me a weak smile and went to lay down on his bed. I positioned my self properly on my bed and before I knew it darkness over took me.