Together.

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PERRIE'S POV
I stayed in Jade's arms for the rest of the way to her house. I know she will never dream of hurting me. Her mum kept glancing at us and it was making me really nervous.
When we got to Jade's she picked me up bridal style and carried me up to her bedroom. It was beautiful and big, gray and sophisticated. I was still a crying mess, Jade went to lie me down but I just clung to her shirt and shook my head. The thought of being alone terrified me. "Baby, come on let go." She mumbled and stroked my hair. "Please no Jadey..." She took my hand off her shirt and led me down. I started shaking. "Perrie, calm down." She took my hand and rubbed my knuckles gently. "Jadey, I can feel him." I screamed. I could feel his hands all over me, his voice kept echoing through my mind.

"He isn't here babe. Just breathe." She kept trying to reassure me. I could tell she was scared by my reactions. His face kept clouding my thoughts and I felt dizzy and confused. "Jade make it stop." I screamed and held my head. Her face washed over with worry and fear. "MUM!" I heard her shout, she cradled me and I rested my head against her chest. It felt like my heart was beating at a million miles per hour. I was finding it difficult to breathe. "Oh sh*t Jade. Lie her down." I heard Norma say. I shook my head and kept hold of Jade. "She needs me mam. I'm scared. What do I do?" Jade asked frantically voice cracking at the end. "Lie down yourself, place her head on your chest so she can feel your heartbeat. Stroke her hair and just keep hold of her." Norma came to help Jade lie down as she came near me. I got scared and screamed, pushing myself into Jade. "My mam isn't going to hurt you babe." Jade rubbed my back and I relaxed a bit more. I moved off her knee but kept hold of her she led down and I rested my head on her chest like her mum suggested. "That's it good girls." Her mum said, she kissed Jade's cheek. "Karl is coming over soon. Come down when she is ready." Her mum walked out and left us alone.

"You're okay Perrie. Keep breathing." She stroked my hair and I focused on my breathing. "That's it baby, deep breaths." her voice was soothing me. I soon began to feel my eyes droop. "You're okay sweetheart." Her words calmed me. When I eventually got my breathing back to normal I looked up at Jade. "I'm sorry." I whispered. Her face was still walked with fear. "It's okay. Are you okay?" She cupped my face and caressed my cheek. Her touch sent shivers through my body. I nodded. "Good." She kissed my head and rested our foreheads together. Ahh she is making me crazy. I noticed her glancing down at my lips, I glanced at hers. JUST DO IT! Her lips brush mine. Not innocently, like a tease but hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. I want to pull away before I lose myself but I can't seem to...In this minty moment, my senses have been seduced and I can no longer think straight. "Perrie" she whispers slowly, prolonging each letter as if to savor them. I smile, my heart fluttering at her voice as I clasp my hands on either side of her face. Never before has my name ever felt so wonderful a one, I think, as I lean in to. She kissed me and the world fell away. It was slow and soft, comforting in ways that words would never be. Her hand rested below my ear, her thumb caressing my cheek as our breaths mingled. She ran her fingers down my spine, pulling me closer until there was no space left between us and I  could feel the beating of her heart against my chest. We kept it going, slow and passionate. When our lungs were empty we pulled away. There was so much love and admiration in her eyes, if she was a cartoon I'm sure hearts would be beating out of them. She leaned in again and gave me a peck. I smiled and rested my head on her shoulder. Her arms wrapped loosely around my torso. "Are you okay now Perrie?" She asked me sweetly. I hummed in reply. "You scared the hell out of me baba." She laughed. "Yeah, sorry 'bout it." I giggled she burst into laughter. "I'm not that funny." I blushed and hid my face in her neck, just then there was a knock at the door and a man walked in. "Hey poopey. Poopey's girlfriend." He nodded at us both. I hid my head in Jade's neck more. Why did he think I was her girlfriend? "She isn't my girlfriend Karl. Shut up!" Jade shot at him and rubbed my back. "Ahhh friend zoned!" He nudged my arm and I sprinted away from him. "Scared of me?" He asked snarky. "Karl. Stop! Get out." Jade said, she began slowly walking towards me. "Get over yourselfs. I touched her slightly. It's not my fault she just got raped!" He laughed! "KARL! Shut up and get out!" Jade rose to her feet and slapped her brother. "Sorry!" He shouted and walked out. Jade looked at me apologetically. I just shrugged and got up. "He is never usually like this, I'm not sure what is wrong with him." She sighed and sat on her bed then ran her fingers through her hair. "It's okay Jade. I'm used to it to be honest." I sighed and joined her on her bed. She rested her head on my shoulder. "Come on let's go and eat some food." She grabbed my hand and walked us downstairs. I was instantly met by Karl. "I'm so sorry Perrie, I don't know what came over me." She said sincerely. "It's okay." I replied and hugged him. His muscular arms wrapped around my shoulders. His hugs are similar to the ones my dad gives me when he is in a good mood.

Jades POV
I must admit, Perrie's panic attack scare the sh** out of me. I've never experienced someone have a panic attack that bad. Sam used to have them occasionally but not this much. Twice I have seen her have t hem today. I do feel insanely bad for her though. Messages are still coming through from everyone, especially Jesy. However Robin seems to have gone quiet.
After tea, I took Perrie back up to my bedroom. "How you feeling babe?" I asked sitting on the bed then pulling her down next to me. She shrugged and looked at me, sadness filled her expression. I caressed her shoulder. "What's up?" I rubbed my other hand along her knee. She led down and rested her head on my lap. "All my life, my dad has hurt me in some way. Yes he had to pay for it once but it isn't enough. Sophie gave up with him after he killed my mum and I just feel like I should as well. But I'm not old enough to stay by myself when Sophie travels for work. And I'm not allowed to go with her. I can never stop Dad when he tries to rape me. It's horrible feeling so vulnerable. if I hit him or hurt him as well, he just gives me a worse punishment. I don't know what to do." She sighed then covered her face since she was crying again. "Why don't you stay with me this week. My mum said you can stay this time until Sophie comes back. When Sophie comes back. You should sit down with her and talk." I moved her hands and wiped her tears. "Yeah. I'm just going to the toilet." She sat up and walked into my ensuite. I sighed out and led down on my bed. When we kissed earlier, I felt so much emotion , it was so pure and magical. Everything about her just makes me have major butterflies. Maybe I should tell er how I feel. Yeah! she kissed back so she must feel the same. But. Is it too soon. NO! Just do it JADE!!! Yeah, I'll do it. "Jadey?" I heard Perrie say as she shook me gently. Her voice is so adorable, "Jade. Are you okay?" Ahh It makes me go crazy. "JADE!" Perrie shouted and I felt her hand hit me slightly. I quickly came out of my dreamworld. "Hi Pez." I laughed. She giggled. "You were a bit out of it there. You okay?" She led down next to me. I rolled over and wrapped one arm over her toned stomach. "Actually, I wanted to tell you something..." I kissed her cheek gently. She giggled. Music to my ears!! She rolled over so we were facing each other, her hand traveled down the side of my face. "Go on." She whispered. This girl!!! "ERm..." Why was I so nervous? "Spit it out Jadey."She whispered again and gave me a peck on my lips. I smiled slightly. Here goes... 

"From the first time I laid my eyes on you Perrie, I fell in love with everything about you. Your smile, your freckles, your eyes. Gosh, I could go on forever. When I heard your name was Perrie and how sad you were when Robin and Angela shouted at you, I just wanted to hug you all night and tell you everything will be okay. After the argument with your sister I wanted to do the same. You're so fragile Pez and I want to help you fix that. I want to watch you grow and become stronger, more confident and happier. I hate seeing you cry but the truth is I see it every night. I'm over the moon that you trust me to sow me who you are. I understand your insecurities. I want to watch you forever. To be honest... I want to marry you one day." I closed my eyes and waited for her reaction. Just then, I felt her lips collide with mine. It was passionate, I felt fireworks explode in the pit of my stomach!!! One of her legs reached over my leg and held it up with my free arm. Our lips worked together,  but I then felt a wet patch touch my cheek. I pulled away and looked at her. "Baby, why are you crying?" I asked quickly wiping her tears and hugging her. "They're happy tears Jade. That was beautiful. I love you too." She joined our lips again. I smiled into it. This time it was slow and sweet. I hope this is the start of something

PERRIE'S POV 

My and Jade left our kiss, because my phone pinged. 

UNKNOWN---Stop kissing Jade, she is way to good for you...

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Sorry it's so late guys and short. I have a lot going on. xxx Also sorry for the cliff hanger. 

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