Stick by me (Complete)

Boys or girls?

PERRIE'S POV
Today was the day of my 20 week scan, I have a bump now and it is really annoying because Jade isn't exactly letting me do much. We moved into our house about 2 months ago, she got her license and got a car. Sophie is over as much as possible and helping.

I woke up about 1 hour ago from morning sickness, Jade stayed asleep though, she was up all night sorting the guest room out. I was now sat on the sofa eating a slice of toast. I had my feet up and had The Little Mermaid playing on tv. I must admit this pregnancy was really getting to me, a lot of people are wondering why an 18 year old has a child and when I tell them I was raped they just ask why I am not getting an abortion! It sucks! I've also been having pains a lot lately, a couple of nights ago, I was awake all night from the pain, Jade stayed up with me though and we went to the roof and stared at the stars. We have a flat roof which is great, we were thinking of buying a secure fencing then it being a nice area for the children when they come, but we aren't sure yet. Just as I finished my toast, I heard a giggle from the stairs, I looked up and saw My Jadey. I furrowed my eyebrows at why she laughed but she just shook her head and came and sat next to me. I cuddled up to her. "How long have you been up?" She asked playing with my hair. "An hour." I mumbled. I haven't exactly talked much lately, I'm not sure why but I just hate it. And for some weird reason, it brings back memories of the rape. "How are you feeling?" She asked me again, this time rubbing my stomach. "Okay, I guess." I sighed and turned over slightly so I was looking up at her. "Tell me the truth." She whispered sternly. "I'm just nervous. This is a big scan." I said and she nodded in understandment. "Yeah I'm nervous to, but it will be okay." She kissed me gently and I hummed. We still hadn't gone further than a kiss and I was slightly happy for that. As much as I want to prove how much I love her, I hate the thought more. I closed my eyes and tried to erase the thought but it all started coming back to me. "It's okay Perrie." Jade sat me up aware of what was happening and hugged me properly.  Surprisingly, the thought left pretty quickly and I settled down again. "You're okay." Jade whispered and ran her hands up and down my back. I nodded and thanked her. "No need to thank me baby. I'll always be here, we should probably get you dressed because your scan is in 30 minutes." She picked me up but I could see she struggled. "Ha ha Jadey put me down." I kissed her neck. "Yeah..." she breathed. I laughed again. "You're heavy with them two beautiful babies in you." She sighed. "I know." I sighed and put my hands on my stomach. "No baby, I'm not calling you fat stop." She took my hands away and kissed them softly then bent down to kiss my bump. I pouted because she didn't kiss my lips, she giggled and kissed my lips. "I love you baby." She whispered. "I love you too." I kissed her then got changed.

JADE'S POV
As must admit I miss the happy Perrie. I know she is pregnant and everything but she hardly even speaks anymore. As soon as I mention anything to do with the rape, she has a panic attack. To be honest I really want to get her in therapy but maybe after she has given birth. Whilst I was driving, she rested her head on the window and hid her face behind her coat hood. When we came to a traffic light, I leaned forward and looked at her, tears were streaming down her face. "Baby no!" I hugged her. "Jade please just drive." She cried and pushed me away gently. "Sorry baby." I kissed her head then reached for her hand, I rubbed it gent