Stick by me (Complete)

Oh no

Perrie
I woke to an unfamiliar wetness between my legs. I groaned and rolled out of bed, tears were streaming down my face still from the horrible nightmare. It was 1:10am. Thankfully I didn't wake Jade up, but right now I needed her. I felt the bed and realized it was wet, I then realized I had wet myself. Oh fuck. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair. I'm 19 years old and pissing the bed over a nightmare. I just burst into tears and collapsed to the floor. I'm so pathetic. "Babe?" I heard Jade groan. I just cried harder. "Eww." She squealed and jumped out of bed. "Pez, babe." She saw me and came to sit next to me. She saw my legs and obviously felt the wet patch on the bed. I turned on the floor and cried into her chest. "Baby, have you wet the bed?" She asked sympathetically. I nodded slowly. "Can we get you cleaned up?" She asked and ran her fingers through my hair, I felt so embarrassed so I shook my head. "Baby, please, we don't want you getting sore." She begged and kissed my temple. "It's embarrassing." I cried. "I know it is sweetheart, but no one else needs to know. Just us." She reassured me, I must admit it made me feel a little bit better. "Lets clean you up." She kissed my head and we stood up to walk into the bathroom, she sat me on the toilet and pulled down my shorts. She wiped my legs clean and pulled up my fresh knickers. "Thank you Jade." I whispered and looked at my hands. "Anytime baba, but why did it happen?" She asked me, "I had a nightmare. I'm okay now though." I replied and washed my hands, she did the same and we went back to bed. "We'll change the sheets in the morning, Just sleep on the duvet." Jade said and handed me blankets. I nodded and tucked the duvet into the bed frame.

I couldn't sleep, I've tried, but its hard. I really don't want to pee on the bed again. I also didn't want to have another nightmare.  Jade was sleeping, I didn't want to wake her up.

It was now 8am and the twins were about to wake up, I could hear Lyla whimpering. I got out of bed and went to cuddle them. "Morning Lyly." I whispered and kissed her head, she rubbed her eyes and raised her arms. I lifted her onto my knee and began breastfeeding her. I was tired and really needed a cuddle from Jade. Thankfully she quickly woke up. "Morning baby." She kissed my head and sat next to me, I smiled at her. "Morning Jadey." I said and and cuddled her into her shoulder. "Did you sleep last night, you look exhausted." She asked playing with my hair. I shook my head. "Why baby?" She asked. "I didn't wan to have another accident or another nightmare." I whispered. "Ahh baby, you should have woken me up," she picked up a now crying Luna. "No, you looked way to peaceful." I laughed, she smiled and began getting Lyla changed since she has now stopped feeding so settled with Luna.

We have been walking around the park for an hour or so and I really wasn't with it, I was so tired and the embarrassment from the bed wetting was getting to me, the nightmare was getting to me and I was paranoid that I was going o see my dad or mark. I don't know why, but it was really getting to me. We were sat on the tea cups and I heard Lyla crying. "What's up Ly?" I asked her. "Luna?!?" She cried. I looked around and saw Luna wasn't with us. "Luna?" I shouted. Oh shot! I've lost my child. "Luna?!?" I cried again, Jade was trying to keep me calms I've she didn't know either. It had been 10 minutes without Luna and we were being followed around by security looking for her.
After what felt like hours, we still hadn't found her. I was so scared and upset. Jade was now also crying, we had searched the whole park, searched the hotel, everywhere, but she was no where to be found. They had asked people at rides, the security had asked almost everyone and no one had seen her. I was about to give up but then I remembered Sophie.
P-SOPHIE?!
J-Jeez Pez what's up?
I remembered that I gave her to her earlier, she wanted to take Luna to the beach and I agreed.
P-do you have Luna?
S-I've had Luna all day....
P-oh my. Thank god. Please bring her home.
How could I be so stupid, I actually thought I had lost my daughter. Jade heard the whole conversation and saw the disappointment in my face. Don't get me wrong I was over the moon I had found Luna but so disappointed in myself, I had ruined everyone's day just because I can't control my sleep. I was crying into Jades chest and clinging into her top. "Shh it's okay, we know where she is." She ran her fingers through my hair, I nodded. "I ruined today for everyone." I cried. "No you didn't baby girl. Just calm down." She ran her hands up and down my back.
Eventually I calmed down, Jade walked us back to the hotel room and we sat waiting for Sophie, Alex and my daughter. I sat on the bed, Lyla feel asleep ages again, so she just led on her bed. I cried into Jades knee. "Come on Pezza, it's okay." She rubbed my back and tried to calm me down,  it I don't think I could be fully calm until I have Luna in my arms. Just then the door swung open, Luna came waffling in with Sophie and Alex following behind. "Luna!" I Aida no scoped her in my arms, I cuddled her close to my chest and cried. "She is back now baby girl , please stop crying." Jade begged. I nodded and kissed Luna's face all over.

After hours of cuddles with Sophie, Luna and Jade, I finally was happy and content again. Sophie and Alex left to have their own 'time'. Luna and Lyla were asleep so now me and Jade were watching  Moana. I've watched it so many times, I've started to pick up the littler things.

I would have never got through today without Jade. I'm so grateful to have her, I wouldn't person I am today without her. I love her to pieces and I just hope she knows that.

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I need to give major credit to littlemixlove22 she has helped plan out most of this story, and I definitely wouldn't be carrying it on without her. Thank you so much!!!!