Stick by me (Complete)

Nevermind...

Jade
This is hard for Pez, I can tell, she is really not taking anything well. I'm so scared she is getting worse. We found,out she was pregnant about 2 weeks ago, she has been crying everyday, having nightmares which causes her to wet the bed which makes her really embarrassed and stressed even more, it's just one continuous loop. We have told the twins that mama needs to rest because she has a baby in her belly and they have started to understand slightly. They are happy they are going to have a baby brother or sister. Ive started to find it happy as well but Pez, I really don't know.

I've been up for four hours now, I'm downstairs with the twins but Perrie is upstairs. I was about to check on her when I heard her scream and call my name. I put Luna down on the floor and ran to where she was, the bathroom. She was sat on the toilet crying heavily. "Pez, what is wrong?" I asked drubbing her knees. "I'm bleeding." She cried. "Oh sweetheart, it's okay." I rubbed her back, I was scared, she isn't supposed to bleed if she's pregnant. "Does your tummy hurt baba?" I asked her and she nodded. "I'll be back sweetheart." I kissed her head and ran to get my phone, I have a gut feeling she has just had miscarriage.
"Siri, what are the signs of an early miscarriage?" I asked my phone whilst running up the stairs.
"Here is what I found on what are the signs of an early miscarriage." I clicked on the link and walked back into the bathroom, Perrie was holding some gooey white stuff in her hands. "Babe, wats that?" I asked. "I don't know, it came from my vagina. Jadey I'm scared." She cried. "It's okay babe, here wipe your hands." I passed her a tissue and baby wipe. I read the signs of the NHS website. "Babe, have you felt sick at all this week?" I asked her, she thought for a second and shook her head. " does your back or abdominal area hurt?" I asked her, she nodded frantically. "Pez, I think you've had a miscarriage. I sighed. "What?" She asked holding back the tears. "Perrie. I'm sorry. We should get you to e doctors to see for sure." I said and kissed her head, she nodded sadly. I quickly dialled Sophie's nipumber to see if she can come and look after the twins.
Sophie-Hey Jade is everything okay?
Jade-Hey soph. And not really no, I need to take Perrie to the doctors, we think she has miscarriaged.
Sophie-oh god. I'm guessing you want me to watch the twins.
Jade-yes please.
Sophie-I'll be there in 5, keep hold of my sister.

Sophie turned up 5 minutes later, I had gotten Perrie changed and downstairs but she was still a crying mess. "You're okay sweetheart" I kissed her head. "Perrie, come here." Sophie Sao and walked in to the living room. Pez got up and walked slowly to her sister, she was clearly in pain and it was heart-breaking. I was in the verge of tears myself. Thankfully Sophie saw this and opened her arms for me as well. I walked to her and she wrapped her arms around me tightly. "Right you better get going, I'll be here when you get back okay. And whatever happens, you have me and Alex." She smiled and waved us off. I took Perrie's hand and sat her in the seat and did up her seatbelt. "It's oaky babe." I kissed her head and walked around to. My side and sat down.

By the time we got to the hospital, Perrie was almost screaming in pain. I was almost crying watching it and knowing I could do anything. "You're okay babe." I picked her up, I had booked an emergency appointment so we went straight in.

"Perrie, dear I need you to lie still so I can look at your baby." Dr moors said sympathetically. She nodded and reached for my hand. "It's okay." I whispered with my voice cracking at the end. I heard a sigh escape Dr Moor's mouth, o looked up at the monitor and saw a grey being but no heartbeat. My heart sank. "I'm sorry girls." He whispered and wiped Perrie's stomach. She was staring at the ceiling shocked. "Pez?" I said threw my sobs, she sat up now realising I was crying and hugged me. "Shh Jadey." She stroked my hair. She was clearly shocked and upset herself but she could see I needed comfort. This is why I love Perrie, she thinks of everyone before herself. "You are clearly very distressed now girls, so I will give you this leaflet, if you have any further questions just ring me and I'll be happy to chat." He said and handed us a leaflet. I had calmed down slightly, we stood up and walked out of the hospital hand in hand.
"Well that was emotional." Perrie giggled. I laughed along with her. "We'll get through this baby." I kissed her head and she nodded. We drove home in silence.

Sophie
I was dreading the girls coming back. I was over the moon when I found out Perrie was pregnant but now she has had a miscarriage I know she won't want to hear my news. I had just put the twins down for a nap when I heard the door opening, in came a distraught Jade and a distressed Perrie. They both ran into my arms and started crying, they've obviously lost it then. I moved to the settee and sat down with one either side of me. "It's okay girls." I rubbed their backs and they eventually settled. "You're a strong pair of girls, I know you'll get through this." I whispered and kissed their heads. They nodded. "Go and steals girls, I look after the twins today." I said and walked them upstairs, they instantly crawled into bed and cuddle each other. Bless.

Perrie
Jade fell asleep a while ago, but I just couldn't turn off. I don't know if I was happy about being pregnant and sad about the miscarriage or sad about the pregnancy and happy about the miscarriage. I was so confused with my emotions. I decided to go and talk to Sophie, she always helps. I got out of bed and walked downstairs, I was still in a bit of pain. "Hey Pez, you okay?" Alex asked me as I walked into the living room, I nodded. "Where's Soph?" I asked. "She is in the kitchen, making food." He said. "Thanks Alex." I smiled and walked in there. "Hey bubs. What's up?" She asked me. "I need some advice." I whispered but pushed myself onto the counter so I was sat down. "Okay, what with?" She asked. "Well..." I started talking to her about all the emotions I was feeling and how confused I am. When I had done, she walked to me and stood in between my legs. "I think, you are overthinking everything babe. You just need to relax. I have a feeling this miscarriage happened because of how much stress you've had these last two weeks. You just need to relax. Stop thinking about it, its has happened." She said and I hugged her. "Thanks Soph, but now you need to spill." I smirked, I knew she was keeping something from me, I could see it in her eyes. "Well... me and Alex had a bit of fun a couple of weeks ago and well..." She rolled off and blushed. "OMG, YOU'RE PREGNANT!" I shouted. She nodded and smiled. "I'm so happy for you." I walked over to her and hugged, she has always wanted a child and now she has one. "Thanks Pez." She whispered. "Congratulations." I kissed her cheek. I then walked out to congratulate Alex.

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I'm sorry!!!! But I promise this leads to good things... it's all planed, like to the last detail planned.