Stick by me (Complete)

Over worked

Perrie
Luna is now a lot better and thankfully Lyla didn't get sick to. Jade aced her presentation and I'm so proud of her, she came home super happy, she bought us all some pizza which was nice. But now she is always too busy with uni work, I hardly ever get her attention. I know it sounds selfish but with the girls and her work she is never there so I can get a cuddle. I do give her credit, she wakes up every morning and sorts the girls out for me, but as soon as I get up, she goes to Uni. It's very disheartening. I understands she wants a career for herself and wants to help out money wise, but she doesn't need it yet since we still have a bit of my mums money.

"Mamaaaaaa?!?!?" I heard Luna shout, which is very rare, she never shouts. I ran into the play room where they were and saw Lyla led under the toys box. I went into panic mode but knew I had to stay calm for the girls, Lyla was crying a lot and I could tell she was in pain. "Good girl for shouting mama, Luna, but I need you to help me." I said and went to pick the box up. "When I lift the box, you need to move your sisters legs." She nodded, when I lifted the box, which was surprisingly really heavy, she moved Lyla's leg but it obviously hurt because she screamed. Please say she hasn't broken them. When Lyla was out of the way, I placed the box down and scooped Lyla up. "Shhh babe, it's okay." I rubbed her legs. "Mama hurts." She cried. "I know baby, it will." I rubbed her legs and kissed them gently, thankfully they didn't look broken, but they were bruised slightly. "Luna, can you go and get mama's phone." I asked, she nodded and crawled away, they can't walk yet, but they can stand. "Shh Lyla, it's okay." I rubbed her legs and just tried to get rid off the pain. "Mama it really hurts." She cried. "I know baby, I know it will but you need to calm down before you're sick, mama will make it go away." I reassured her and sat her up. It was making me emotional not having help. Just then Luna came waddling into the room. "Baby, you're walking!" I exclaimed, she nodded and clapped. "Good girl sweetie, have you got mamas phone?" I asked and she fell onto her bottom, she nodded and passed it me from her pants. Such a clever baby. I laughed to myself and unlocked it. I need Jade home now, I can't spend another minute without her. I pressed Jades contact and rang her.
J- hey babe.
P-Jade can you come home?
J-not really babe, I have an exam in 15 minutes, what's wrong?
P-no it's fine. Whatever.
J-baby! Don't be like that what's happened?
P-the toy box just fell on Lyla's legs. But if you have an exam it's fine.
J- were you watching them? Is she okay?
P-I was getting their clothes ready. And yeah she is fine it's just her legs are bit bruised. I just need you right now.
J-oh. I'm sorry baby, but is exam is important. I love you though.
P-I love you too.
J-bye baby.

As soon as she said that, I hung up the phone and burst into tears. She don't love me anymore and it's so upsetting. I gave her two beautiful girls and it's like they are all she cares about. I told her i need her and she just said the exam was important. If I was her, I would have rescheduled the exam. "Mama, don't cry." Luna and Lyla hugged me, I smiled at how much they care about me. "I'm okay girls." I cried and wiped my tears. Luna stood up next to me and wiped my tears,  laughed. She was so clever. She kissed my cheek and I smiled again. "Are you okay Lyla?" I asked her, she nodded and stood up. "Good girl." I kissed her head. "Do you want Auntie Sophie to come round?" I asked them and picked them up. They both nodded. "Luna, grab mamas phone." I bent down and she reached for it. "Thanks babe," I kissed her cheek and she giggled. My girls are so cute. Once we got back to the living room, I sat them on the sofa and rang Sophie.

S-hey baby, you okay?
P-hey soph, are you busy today?
S-not if my sister needs me. What sup? You sound like you have been crying.
P-can you come round, I'll tell you then.
S-of course babe, I'll be there in 10.

I smiled, she will actually cancel her plans for me, Jade won't.
10 minutes later, there was a knock at the door, I ran to answer it. Sophie greeted my with wide open arms. "Oh Pez, what's happened?" She asked and kissed my head. "I'll tell you in a minute, I need to get Lyla some medicine." I said and ran I to the kitchen, she followed me, "why?" She asked me. "The toy box fell on her legs, they aren't majorly injured but she needs some painkillers." I sighed. She nodded in understandment. I walked back into the living room and saw Luna waddling around. "Baby, you're walking again!!" I cried and picked her up, I spun her around and kissed her face all over. "Mama stop." She laughed. "No, I'm proud of you baby girl." I kissed her again. "Mamaaaa." She whines. "Okay, okay. I'll stop." I put her down and kissed her one last time. She walked to Sophie and Sophie picked her up. I sat next to Lyla, "take this medicine for mama, it will make your legs stop hurting." I said and passed her the spoon. She took it easily. "Good girl baby." I rubbed her head and she raise her arms to Sophie. She picked her up so know she has both my girls in her arms. I then remembered Jade. I sighed and sat down. "Girls go and play on the floor, I need to talk to your mama." I heard Sophie say, I felt her sit next to me. "Talk to me babe." She rubbed my scalp. I turned to her and blinked away my tears. "What's going on?" She asked and pulled me into her chest. "Jade." I cried. "She hasn't broken up with you has she?" Se asked concerned. I shook my head. Seth might as well with the amount she talks to me anymore. "It's just, she's always doing uni work and she never has time for me anymore. Like earlier, I rang her when Lyla hurt her legs because it was horrible to see and horrible for her as well, she just said it's okay and that she can't come home because she has an exam. She didn't even ask if I was okay, only if she was okay. I gave her two beautiful girls and it's like she only cares for the,. I'm just here suffering and she can't see it." I cried. "Ahh babe. Jade loves you so much, she does, I know she does. I can see it in her eyes when she looks at you. Honestly I also don't believe she would have stuck around as long as she has done if she didn't. Listen, Jade probably doesn't understand you feel this way because you aren't talking to her." She rubbed my back and tried to calm me. "The other day, she came home uni at like 8, the girls were already in bed and I thought we could have cuddle time but when she got into bed, she just rolled over and said she was tired, I cried myself to sleep. Soph, I love her loads, but I just don't think it's working." I cried. "No Pezza, don't say that, ever. Every couple has difficulties when they've children as well. You really need to talk to her." She said and rubbed my back. "Perrie, I love you so much. Please." I heard Jade say, I sat up and saw her standing next to the settee, she had tears streaming down her face. "I love you too, but you don't show it." I cried, she tackled me into a hug. "We need to talk about his, come on." She dragged me upstairs, we led on the settee. "Pez, I love you more than anything else in the world. You mean everything to me and I'm sorry I've been ignoring you I haven't been meaning to. I just want to make myself useful by getting a good career." She sighed and looked at her hands. "It's okay, I'm just being over-dramatic." I sighed again. "No your not, I've been being a bitch. I'm sorry baby girl, I know I was a bitch earlier and I actually rescheduled the exam." She said. I launched myself onto her and she hugged me. "Thank you." I whispered. "Anything for you my love." She kissed me slowly. "Are you okay, like after Lyla hurt herself and stuff?" She asked, I nodded sadly. "It was just hard seeing her in so much pain." I sighed. "I get it sweetheart, sorry I don't come home earlier." She said and kissed my cheek. I smiled. "It's okay, I love you." I hugged her and we led on the bed for a while. "You know if you had come home earlier, you had have seen Luna walk." I laughed. "No?!" She exclaimed in disbelief. "Yes!!" I replied. "I need to see this..." she ran out of the room. I followed. "Luna walk to Mam." Jade said, Luna looked at her, smiled and waddled over. Jade squealed and spun her around just like I did. "I'm so proud of you baby." She said and hugged her tight. "Are you two okay then?" Sophie asked, we looked at each other smiled and nodded. "Good." She said and came to hug us both.

Jade
I need to make it up to Perrie. Not only have I been ignoring her but I've also been lying to her, I told her that I'm studying music production at uni but really I'm studying psychology. I've don't this because I want to help her overcome her memories, they still get to her and she has frequent nightmares. It horrible to wake up to from my point of view, but in hers it must be worse. She also has a really low self-esteem and it is heart-breaking. I'm going to tell her the truth on the holiday I've booked. I booked for us to go to Disney land and  then a hotel on the beach. I've invited Sophie and her boyfriend as well which is great. He is actually really nice, his name is Alex Oxlade-Chamberlain.