Wonderwall

Part 8

 (Gill's POV)

 The last firework type thing went off. I quickly ran backstage once everything went dark. I've preformed 6 songs. Time for my last one called Love Me For Me. I wrote it with Pixie before I left for the tour.

The Phone RingsDon't Wanna Pick It UpI'm So ScaredI'm Gonna Say Too MuchI Tip Toe Around Your QuestionsWhy You Gotta Dig So Deep?

Tears FallAnd The Glasses BreakInside These WallsThe Floor Boards ShakeFrom OutsideIt's AlrightLong As You Looking From Fifty Feet

I Been Trying TryingHold My Head Up HighI Been Lying LyingKeeping It All InsideTrying Not To Trust You, YeahTake Another Leaf, I'm Broke Yeah Yeah???

Pixie and I wrote the song referring to my ex boyfriend. 

I'm Done, I Give UpI Don't Wanna Pretend No MoreThat's It, So WhatI've Lost A Friend BeforeGonna Say It Like It IsNo More Wondering What IfThat Ain't The Way You Oughta LiveCause I Don't Want You To Love MeIf You Don't Wanna Love Me For Me

Cause I Don't Want You To Love MeIf You Don't Wan' Love Me For Me

A Doll House Is All That You Could SeeBut It's So Far From My RealityI Got Problems, I Got IssuesSometimes It's All Too Much For MeWrap It Up With A Pretty Little BowBut There Are Some Things You Can't SugarcoatGive It To You AnywayEven Though It Won't Taste So Sweet

I stare out into the crowd of thousands. It's pretty hard to imagine myself standing here because I always wanted to do what my sister had done, she managed it and now I have to.

I'm Done, I Give UpI Don't Wanna Pretend No MoreThat's It, So WhatI've Lost A Friend BeforeGonna Say It Like It IsNo More Wondering What IfThat Ain't The Way You Oughta LiveCause I Don't Want You To Love MeIf You Don't Wanna Love Me For Me

Sick Of All The FightingAll The Slamming Of The DoorsThe Pain, The Parents, Too Deep You KnowStep Back, Step BackCan You See It Through My Eyes?I Know, I KnowMaybe A SurpriseDon't Wanna Be Perceived For Something That I'm NotJust Wanna Be Accepted For The Little That I GotIf You Could See Me Now In My Glass HouseNot Ready To Let You In

I'm Done, I Give UpI Don't Wanna Pretend No MoreThat's It, So WhatI've Lost A Friend BeforeGonna Say It Like It IsNo More Wondering What IfThat Ain't The Way You Oughta LiveCos I Don't Want You To Love MeIf You Don't Wanna Love Me For Me

"Thank you!" I say loud and clear. I wave to the crowd one last time and run off the stage. I pass my mic to the stage manager. I see Liam coming towards me with open arms.

"You did great love!" 

"Thanks." I say with a smile. 

"I bet, your gonna have the better crowd compaired to us." he says with a wink.

"Liam, go get your mic and get on stage." I laugh shoving him away. I head to my dressing room. I change out of my stage clothes into a simple tank and sweats. I toss my heels under the chair and slip on my lucky pair of lime green Chuck Taylors. I attempt to get into the crowd with Eleanor and Faith with one of the bodyguards help. 

"Gill! You did amazing!" says Faith and Eleanor together. I put my finger up to my lips. It was to late, the screams got three million times louder than they were. The three of us all sound in the sound booth with the sound guy. Na Na Na starts to play and Faith starts to freak out. The last time she went to a One Direction concert was about a year and a half ago. We went together, and had so much fun. I think we annoyed our parents a little but. Haha. 

I see Faith dancing like a crazy mental child. I can't help but laugh. Eleanor is just being Eleanor. I've seen the show so many times that I know what's gonna happen without even paying attention.

"We're like na na na, then we're like yeah, yeah, yeah." The three of us sing together. 

 I look up at Liam from the sound booth. From the stage, he's making faces directing them to me. I roll my eyes and laugh. that boy has a mind of his own. The guys start to mess around on stage. during Harry's solo in WMYB he sang something shocking to all of us.

"Gillian lights up Liam's world like nobody else, the way that she flips her hair gets him over well. And when she smiles at the ground it ain't hard to tell, she doesn't know, oh, she doesn't know she's beautiful!"  

 I can feel my face turning red. Liam's going red also. A loud roar of 'awes' comes from behind. I grab Eleanor and Faith by their wrist. We manage to make it to Paul, who get's us backstage. Three more songs, and I'm going to kick Harry's ass. 

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"HARRY EDWARD STYLES YOU BEST BE GETTING OVER HERE." I yell. I hear a bunch of laughter. I look over and Niall and Zayn, the two are almost on the floor with tears in their eyes. 

"Oh, Harry! You're gonna get it now!" aws Louis. 

"Shut it Tommo." I snap. Liam comes storming behind.

"HARRY! WHY?!?!?" he freaks. I walk over to Liam. I wrap my arms around him.

"Babe, calm down. Let me handle the thing that blew our secret."

"Guys, chill, I didn't blow it. Yet." Zayn gets up and wacks Harry's shoulder.

"Ya sure about that one?" he laughs with a smile. I sigh and Liam kisses my forehead.

"If anything happens, I'll be there." Liam says trying to reassure me. I smile and sink into his arms letting out a yawn. 

"Looks like baby Gillian's tired." laughs Niall. I roll my eyes and Faith hits him. Liam looks at the two.

"Niall, ask her out." I laugh and push Liam down on the couch behind us. I settle on his lap and he plays with my hair. 

"Come Niall, you need a princess!" I say with a wink. Faith starts to blush. I turn to Liam.

"Give it a week, they'll be together." 

*****

*A Week Later*

 I'm hanging out at Liam's flat. My 16th birthday is in three days. I'm pretty excited because our first US show, I'll be 16!

 Liam and I are watching some movie on tv. I'm lying on his chest. Faith and Niall we're supossed to amuse themselves today because I was hanging out with Liam. People thought the lyric change at the concert was a joke. Some took it serious. Honestly, I think we should just give the secret up. Maybe when I do my interview at Much Music in a couple of weeks. 

"Whatcha' thinking about love?" asks Liam twirling my hair around his fingers.

"My birthday." I flip myself over so I'm laying on top of him. I make a weird face and flip back over.

"You're so weird!" he says with a laugh.

You're just a Meany." I say getting up. Liam sits up and walks towards me. I try to run away. With out thinking Liam grabs me by the waist. I let out loud giggle. He pulls me close and his lips crash with mine. I tug away and scrunch up my nose. Holy asdfghjkl; that was our first kiss.

"LIAM I ASKED HER OUT! I ASKED OUT FAITH AND SHE SAID YES!" yelled Niall ruining the moment.