Girl in my "home"
You have
always
been
with me
until now
when I need you
most
You are the
one
who understands me
most
so I don't know why you can't
see my
pain
I wish you would stop
with "teasing" me calling me
ugly
a butt
stupid
I know
(at least I think I do)
you're just
teasing
but it
hurts
It's not your
fault
since I've never ask you to stop
Maybe because
I don't want to
express my
emotions
Please be with
me
even though you have never been through this
But how could
you?
You've got a
line
of boys
and the
love
of our parents
and the
intelligence
in school
and the
happiness and confidence
to make you fun to be with
and the
beauty
so you don't have to
hate
the
fucking
mirror
You don't have it
easy,
but you have it
better
You don't have
acne
to repel girls
or the
stupidity
that angers our parents
or the inattentiveness
creating struggle in school
or these dark thoughts
that makes me hard to be with
or the
ugliness
that makes me
hate
the
fucking
front camera
"Ugh"
is your answer
to pictures of
you
I say
nothing,
cause what do you say to someone
who is clearly
more attractive
more loved
smarter
more cheerful
and more beautiful
and just
better?
YOU ARE READING
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PoetryThe mind can be dark place sometimes. The body is what covers it. No one knows what's underneath... "The problem of hiding my emotions is the fact that they build up." The random crap that goes through my head; an entire school year's worth of poetr...
